𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗸 - 𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻

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jenos pov

i decided to leave the hospital because i couldn't control my crying. y/n has always had my heart, but i didn't realize it till i left her. she's the one that has my heart.

| flashback |

as soon as i heard her say " i cant see myself without you " i felt a sharp pain in my heart.

i felt my tears coming out , but i tried to control them. as soon as one tears came out , i was bawling my eyes out. those 6 words made my heart break , and i couldn't do anything about it . i silently cried for y/n nor jaemin could hear me. it was getting out of control and i heard y/n's shoes coming close to the door. i couldn't let her see me like this , so i did the first thing that came to my mind.

i got up and ran away as far as my legs could take me. i know for sure y/n saw me because i soon as i turned the corner i heard her screaming my name.

| end of flashback |

i look up and see that i'm in an unknown place. i saw a tree nearby and went to it. my eyes were burning , and i was still crying. i know i'm weak , but y/n has had my heart. i felt tear after tear and they just wouldn't stop. i was there for about 30 minutes and i couldn't cry anymore. i had to get up and get home but i didn't even know where i was.

i saw a park nearby and went to it. i sat down on a bench and called renjun.

"renjun , please c-come pick me up" i said tears threatening to fall out .

renjun told me to send him my location.

i looked down at my phone and went to my messages with y/n.

i look at many , but i read one that made my heart ache.

y/n <33 :)

june 16 , 2019

jenooo, i miss you , you're my #1 . you'll always be . i'm always going to love you, okay? i love you 💗.

you're mine y/n <3 you'll always be in my heart, i love you more < 3

i regret reading that one because as soon as i read that , i saw a tear on my phone . i looked up and breathed in and out. i had to control myself .

renjun pov

i knew something was up with jeno because his voice sounded different as if he was trying not to cry. his voice was shaky. i hope it's not about what happened with y/n...

i'm finally where jeno is and i see him on a bench with trails of tears. he was crying , and it was bad. i've never seen jeno this weak.

i got out of the car , and went straight to him .

i got him by the shoulders and he looked up.he was a crying mess.

"renjun , take me home " he said as he cried louder.

i told him to come to the car and he tried to stop crying. i didn't hear him anymore , so we got in the car. i looked at jeno , and it looked like he was gonna break down at any moment again.