𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗸 - 𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻

5

this chapter is also bipolar , but you'll find out why he's like that .

i woke up feeling all sore and tired . i didn't want to get up , but i had to . i forced myself up and my body ached . i went to the bathroom to go shower and clean myself up . i saw myself in the mirror and all i see it bruises and cuts everywhere . i start crying , and debating if i should leave or not . i decided to just stay here .

my dad's gf comes in here , and she pulls my hair again. i throw her my fist, and she does the same thing. i could feel blood running down my nose , and that's when i lose it .

i start throwing multiple punches at her maybe even slaps . my dad suddenly barges in on us , and i completely freeze. i was so scared at that point that i felt all my blood rush out my body . i felt sick for what he was about to do to me . he grabs a vase and hits my head with it .i felt dizzy , and then it turned black .

a few minutes later , i woke up on my floor , and went to shower. i come out of the shower , and cover my bruises with makeup . i have a cut on the lip so i decided to wear a light pink lipstick .

i've been looking thinner than usual , and it's really concerning me . i put on a black croptop, and some light jeans . i put on my black converses and head out . i walk to school with my headphones on , and people of course are gossiping about me , but i decided to just ignore it . i head up to the rooftop , and thankfully no one is there . i decide to write into my journal , and pour out all my feelings . i didn't even notice i was crying until i saw that my paper was getting wet .

so much stuff has been happening in my life right now , and i just wanna sleep forever , ignore everything that's happening . i finally decide to leave , and i put my head down low for no one can see me . while i'm walking , i feel someone bump into me and i just ignore it and keep walking . i hear footsteps behind me and that person yanks my arm , and takes me back to the rooftop . i couldn't put together who it was pulling me , but once we got there , he turned around and that person was jaemin .

he looked pissed , and i was scared . i've never seen him like this , and i backed up a bit . he saw that , and pulled me to him and i hit his chest because of the force . he threw me the the ground and yanked my hair . i began to cry , and he just smirked . i got up , and ran away . he yanked my hair again , and i fell back to the ground . he got me up, and slapped me . i felt so hurt because yesterday i was comforting him and he does this . after that i just fell to the ground . with that, he left , and i just stood there crying my eyes out . i got up and felt a bit
dizzy , and all of a sudden , it went black .