𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗸 - 𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻

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jaemins pov

y/n never got here and i was getting worried.  what happened to her? why was she in such a rush? why is she still not back?

i got up from the hospital bed and put my shoes on. in the very moment , i got a message. i quickly reacted thinking it was y/n tell me she was on her way to explain to me, but it was the exact opposite. it was a message i never wanted to see.

it was an unknown number, but they sent me a picture. i opened the message , and i felt my heart break into tiny pieces. it was a picture of y/n..... with anyone guy. hugging him. being all happy.

"is that why she left in a rush? i really fell for her didnt i?" i laughed because i got played by a girl i used to bully.

" she's only dating me to hurt me because i used to hurt her, isn't she" i thought to myself again.

i didn't even realize i was crying until i saw a tear drop on my phone. " don't cry " i told myself , but i couldn't help it. i really loved y/n , and for her to back stab me like that really hurts.

my grip on the phone starts to tighten and my knuckles turn white. at that very moment , come in y/n. her eyes were full of worry when she saw that i was crying.

"jaemin , what happened " she asked worried. she walked closer to me and was about to touch my shoulder , but i couldn't .

"don't get close to me. don't touch me. leave me alone. go away. i don't ever want to see you again." i said with my teeth grit.

tears were starting to form in here eyes, and she took one step closer to me.

" i said leave. don't ever come back.... please." i told her once again.

"w-what" she said with her voice cracking.

"y/n.... we're over" i said as tears started strolling down my face.

i looked at her and tears started falling one after another. i couldn't bare to see her like this so i told her again.

"i don't ever want to see you AGAIN." i said empathizing again.

she was a crying mess. she walked back to the door, and i heard her cries getting lower every second. i waited about 1 minute after she left, and let it all out. i took my phone , and texted someone.

i couldn't see through my tears, and i tried to calm down , but it got worse. i texted jeno and then proceeded to text renjun. i cant stay at the hospital anymore. i got discharged like 15 minutes ago. i couldn't go back with y/n because that would pain me more. i decided to go to jeno's apartment. he's my bestfriend either way.

i got there in about 10 minutes since i went walking. i was soaking with water. i cried and cried and cried. the tears never stopped , and at one point , i even broke down in the sidewalk. luckily there was no one there. i didn't know what to do anymore. i got to jenos apartment and banged in the door.

"ahh y/n it better not be you again, jeno said he didn't want to see you. please make jeno  happy and listen to what he tells you." i heard inside.

i was confused in with renjun said y/n's name.

i knocked again , and this time renjun opened it.

"y/-, oh jaemin , is that you." said renjun with curiosity since he can't see because there is no light.

"yes , it's me, why are you here and where is jeno." i asked because jeno usually always answers the door.