𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗸 - 𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻

8

i finally got home , and the house was really quiet .  i ran back home because i had jaemins jacket and when i got home it was all drenched. i started tip-toeing into the laundry room for i could wash his jacket, and i could give it back to him tomorrow.

while i was walking, i slipped and hit my head on the floor. my head felt like it was spinning ,but i could care less right now. i got up and i fell back down . turns out i hurt my ankle , so now when i put pressure on it , i feel a sharp pain go through my whole body . my foot hurt so much that i couldnt even get up.

i got myself up using the wall and then the railings. i got to the laundry room , and i smelled lavender, and let me tell you, it smelled amazing. i put his jacket to wash , and once i got out , i heard the front door open. i froze , and my legs gave up on me. it was my dad and that woman. i quickly went to my room , and went to bed . my dad barged in , and i flinched . he yanked me by my wrist , and he gave me time to stand up . he seems eager for some reason , and all of a sudden , i was outside . he literally kicked his own child outside , and it was freezing.

about 5 minutes later , i heard moaning . turns out my dads "girlfriend" was in his room the whole time and didn't even come outside . he was eager because he was gonna fuck her again !

i was outside , freezing, and i couldn't even walk. i was hurt and freezing. i finally decided to knock , and the door opens about 20 minutes later .

the woman finally , for once, is being nice. her eyes widen when she saw that it was lower than 40 degrees outside, and pulled me inside quickly. she gave me a blanket, and made me hot chocolate. i was shocked, but i was freezing so i gladly accepted everything she gave me .

i finished my hot chocolate, and when i got up , i fell back down immediately. she jumped bc of the noise , and went to check up on me . she saw my ankle , and got her first aid kit . she wrapped it for it could stay in place , and she helped me up to my room .

she spoke to me and i didn't like what she said . " don't think anything y/n . i still dont like you , and will never like you . i'm doing this because your dad told me to do it . don't worry , he doesn't care about you , he's just drunk ."

she left and i was heartbroken . for the first time ever i actually thought she liked me and my dad cared , but it all just backfired . i don't wanna be here anymore .

with all that , i went to shower , and as soon as the water hit my body , i felt relieved. i broke down in the shower because of everything happening. i stayed there for about 45 minutes and got out .

i changed and got into bed , and as soon as i closed me eyes something came into mind . jaemin's jacket , and i had to get back up .

i put it to dry , and i went back to my room . i tried falling asleep , but something was bothering me .

jaemin came into my mind , and what happened today also came into mind . without knowing , i fell asleep with a smile on my face .