𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗸 - 𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻

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HAPPY READING

y/n pov

i entered school with a cold expression. i heard whispers while i was walking to class. people were pointing at me , and i was getting irritated. i looked at them with a death glare , and they didn't seem to care since before the winter break i was weak.

"can you all shut the fuck up already , and mind your own dam fucking business" i yelled at them and rolled me eyes. everyone stared at me , and their faces were full of shock.

" is that really y/n?!"
"she's changed so much omg, she's even gotten prettier"
"she's so bold now"
"what happened to the old y/n?"
"she seems scary now omg"

i smirked to myself knowing that i've changed , and people can see it. i was walking and saw minah looking at me. she started walking to me , and i rolled my eyes already annoyed by her presence.

"yah y/n! why'd you hurt jae-" she started talking but i cut her off not wanting to hear anything she had to say, and especially if it's was of jaemin.

"i don't want to hear it minah, fuck off" i said and averted my eyes forward and started walking away from her and her friend group.

she yelled once again , " when are you going to learn to stop talking like that to me."

"you annoy me , how else do you want me to talk to you" i said as i continued walking.

"get back over here bitch!" she yelled frustrated.

"i have a name minah, maybe you should learn it" i said, giving her my finger.

i heard her stomping and yells , and i smirked to myself.

" wow she just stood up to minah."
"i like her so much"
"omg didn't minah bully her? how did she get so brave"

i kept walking and then looked up. my heart dropped. my facial expression turned cold once again. i saw jaemin walking in front of me. we walked past each other , and i didn't even steal a glance at him. i saw from the corner of my eye , that he looked at me.

i'm not going to lie , i did want to steal a glance , but i couldn't let him see how easy i am. i forgot i had him for 1st period , and i internally groaned.

"this day is going just great isn't it?" i said and laughed to myself.

i entered the class , and i didn't steal a glance at anyone. i went to my seat and saw that no one was in class. i sighed and put my head down. i looked at my phone and saw that we needed 25 more minutes to start.

i heard the front door open , and i looked up to see who it was and i felt my anger rise. it was jaemin. he locked eyes with me , and i gave him a cold stare. he looked at me with shocked eyes with some fear in it.

no one has ever seen me like this , and i felt my anger rise , but i tried to calm myself down. i put my head down sighed.

"why the fuck does he have to be here?" i said to myself.

"ugh! fuck!" i said and kicked the desk in front of me. i heard footsteps coming my way , and i sighed.

" woah y/n , calm down" i heard not jaemins voice but jenos.

i looked at him and felt my anger rise again. "calm down? calm down?! i know for a fucking fact you're not fucking tell me to calm down." i said , my voice getting louder.

"oh shit, i'm sor-" i cut jeno off.

"sorry? sorry doesn't cut it jeno. you try to be in my fucking position right now. it wouldn't be easy , but since you're not in my position you don't know how the fuck i feel. so leave me the fuck alone. i don't want to talk to anyone, so please just don't talk to me" i said feeling my tears running down my face.

"y/n , i-" jeno started talking , but i couldn't hear the rest since i went running out of the room to the restroom to go clean myself.

"fuck. i wasn't supposed to cry. ugh!! i need to apologize to jeno since it wasn't his fault. my anger just came out." i said while fixing my makeup.

i got out of the restroom , and started walking to the class again. i looked at my phone and there was 17 more minutes for class. i doubt that anyone else is in class except for jeno and jaemin.

i was in front of the classroom door , and took a deep breath. " cmon y/n , you can do this" i said and walked in. my cold expression came back to frame , and walked to my seat. i walked past jaemin , and i could see that he was looking at me. i tried so hard to not turn to look at him while walking past him. i made it to my seat with my cold expression, and turned my face around the other way for they won't be able to see me.

i sighed , and felt a tear roll out of my eyes. " don't cry y/n , dont cry" i said a bit too loud. my dues went wide , and i started hearing footsteps come to me.

"please go away. whoever you are. i don't want to talk to you." i said as my voice cracked. i heard the person sigh , and heard the footsteps becoming distant.

i was about to close my eyes , but then remembered something.

" today is the day i move into the dorm with j-jaemin" i thought.

"NOOO, i don't want to ughhh!" i said and let my head hit the desk.

"ouch " i heard jeno say.

" i hate you so fucking much jaemin" i said with a growl, but soft enough for me to only hear.

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