𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗸 - 𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻

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'did i really just say that out loud' i thought you myself as i looked at jeno and jaemin with wide eyes.

"yeah you did y/n." jeno said in a serious tone. i bit my lip and started fidgeting with my fingers. my heartbeat quicken, and i was getting lightheaded.

'fuck, not right now please. i cant get lightheaded right now.' i thought. i felt my head banging , but i made eye contact with jaemin.

he looked at me with sad, worried, and angry eyes. i looked over at jeno and he had the same eyes. i looked down feeling guilty, but as soon as i did, i lost balance.

i put my arms on the wall and held myself up. i took a deep breath and looked at the boys.

"we should get going, we'll be late" i said and smiled weakly. they looked at each other and sighed.

"y/n, you're staying here for the next 3 days. you're not going out on a state like this." i heard jaemin say. i looked at him in disbelief and slightly laughed .

"i'm fine jae-" i was cut off by jeno.

"you're not fine. you haven't been eating and you get lightheaded easily. be quiet and stay home." jeno firmly said.

i looked at both jaemin and jaemin and they both seemed dead serious. i sighed and nodded.

"fine, if that's what you both want then whatever. go to school already, you'll be late" i said as pushed both of them out the door.

"stay safe, and don't do anything stupid." i yelled as they left the dorm.

"wow, you're so protective of your boyfriends" i heard someone say. i rolled my eyes at the voice and sighed.

"minah, aren't you tired? why can't you seem to learn your lesson? what do you want" i said annoyed.

she looked at me and smirked.

"give me jaemin back. you took him from me, and he doesn't even like you. you'll end up hurting him. i want what i had first back" she said and looked me up and down.

"no. i will not give you jaemin back. he's mine now, an you hurt him so much. he doesn't want you in his life ever again, now go away" i said and entered my dorm once again.

" you're making a big mistake y/nnn" she said and started walking around. i looked at her and laughed.

"i mean at least i have jaemin and jeno" i said and closed the door on her walking to me.

"dam. she's so annoying, she's never going to learn seriously" i said as i walked over to the kitchen.

"what should i even make, i haven't been eating" i said as i opened the fridge. i looked inside and see all kinds of stuff.

"i'll make some rice and meat" i said and started getting everything out. i started preparing everything, and started cutting the meat.

i was cutting the meat when i accidentally cut my finger. i hissed in pain and quickly went to the sink to wash off the blood. i grabbed the first aid kit and sat down on the table.

"stupid ass, only i cut myself when i'm cutting dam meat" i said to myself. " i mean, i was dancing to the music and wasn't paying attention, so that makes sense" i said and laughed.

i put something on my cut and it burned. i hissed in pain and banged on the table.

"fucking shit, that burns" i said and felt tears in my eyes. i sighed and got up. i looked at the time and see that it was almost time for jeno and jaemin to come home.