Dark Secrets, Big Lies |Toni Topaz|

【Ｃｈａｐｔｅｒ ５８ （Ｐａｒｔ ２）】

After a 16 hour flight and a quick 30 minute plane ride on a smaller plane we finally landed in Bora Bora. I've never seen anything more breath taking the water was so blue it looked like a painting. Veronica truly out did herself when she booked the hotel it wasn't a typical hotel there were private bungalows that stood right in the water it was incredible. Once we checked in the concierge took us all on a big golf cart to each of our bungalow's. Once Toni and I got to ours I was beyond excited to see what the room looked like. I quickly put the key into the slot and opened the door Toni and I walked in and our jaws dropped.

"Baby no fucking way!" Toni screamed it was a gorgeous room my favorite part was the glass floor in the bedroom that looked right into the water we seen so many different kinds of beautiful and colorful fish it was unreal. "I can't believe we're finally here after the accident I honestly didn't think this was possible." I said hugging Toni this was truly a dream come true paradise with the love of my life, my siblings and my friends life couldn't get sweeter right now. "Well we are really here baby and we are going to have the greatest week ever" Toni said as she kissed my neck. I was determined to make this something we would both remember for the rest of our lives.

We all agreed on letting everyone rest up for a few hours and then meet up for our first dinner here. Toni and I took full advantage of the incredible bathroom and took a much needed bath together. Just being in our own little secluded part of the island looking at gorgeous blue sea's as far as our eyes could see and a beautiful island to the side with this beautiful waterfall. Toni was wrapped in my arms just enjoying the silence and the scenery. I couldn't help but think not too bad for two "trailer trash, broke Southside kids" here we were in paradise staying at the most expensive resort in Bora Bora.

After our bath we decided to take a little nap because I was definitely feeling jet lagged now. Three hours later my alarm went off so Toni and I could start getting ready for dinner. "Baby wake up" I said placing gentle kisses all over Toni's face. She scrunched her nose and that always made my heart flutter a little bit it was so fucking cute. "Come on baby we don't want to be late for dinner" she pulled me by my arm and nuzzled her face into the crook of my neck and started kissing it. "I'm up, I'm up" I kissed her on her lips and climbed off the bed.

I went pretty simple for my outfit just some jean shorts and a thin fabric button up shirt and some white vans and I threw my hair in a pony tail and completely ditched the makeup. Toni went simple too with some kaki shorts, a tank top and some gladiator sandles her hair was naturally kind of curly so she left it alone. There was a beautiful restaurant on the island away from the bungalows so we had to take a little tender boat to it. Everyone looked a lot more rested then how they looked a few hours ago. Everyone kept talking about how unreal it was being here and how incredible this week was going to be.

When we got to the restaurant we were quickly sat down this was hands down the most breath taking place I've ever eaten in. Smaller islands spread across the ocean and the sun setting before our eyes it's orange and purple rays bouncing off the blue ocean it was like a work of art right before our eyes. Our waiter went around and took our order I couldn't decide so I let Toni order for me. Once he left we all talked about our flight and the plans we had for the week to come. Even though we went as a group we all agreed we didn't have to spend the entire day together as long as we had breakfast and dinner as a group every day.

Tomorrow my siblings, Toni, myself, Archie and Betty would be going on a hike on the island to a waterfall that was highly talked about. It would give us all a chance to really bond and I know Veronica was looking forward to it. After a while our food got to the table and everyone devoured the meal and just as expected it was probably the greatest meal I've ever had in my life. It was like this island made the simplest of things that much greater. I looked to my side and seen Toni with the biggest smile on her face, that was all I ever wanted for her.

This week would be just a taste of the kind of life I wanted to give to Toni, one where we could travel whenever we wanted, a life where we didn't have to worry about the cost of anything. Sure materialistic things don't really matter but after growing up the way we did, especially Toni she deserved the entire world and I was going to work my ass off to give it to her. We all enjoyed our meal before agreeing to calling it a night after the day we had all I wanted to do was get naked and cuddle with my love. We took the tender boat back to our bungalows and we all went our separate ways.

Toni and I got into our room and went straight into the bathroom to do our nightly routine before stripping down and climbing into bed. Toni cuddled against me putting her arm around my waist and placing her leg on top of mine. I wrapped my arm around her and kissed her head. "I still can't believe we're actually here" Toni said as she ran her fingers across my abs. "I know babe neither can I but we're finally here. I didn't even think we would get this far, after the accident I thought I would never be the same again. I never say it enough but I'm so fucking thankful for you, if it wasn't for you I don't think I'd be here."

Toni sat up and looked at me in the eyes "what do you mean babe?" I took her hand in mine and sighed "once I got out of the coma and my body didn't work like it used to you don't know how bad I wished I would have just died that day. From going to such an independent person to someone who had to depend on someone to do everything for me I felt so fucking worthless. The physical therapy and doctors appointments took me to a place I never in my life have been before. I would just think I wish you guys would haven't gotten to the hospital as fast as you guys did, or how I wished I couldn't be resuscitated when I stopped breathing."

At that point I didn't even realize I was crying but I seen tears in Toni's eyes. "Why did you never tell me any of this before babe?" She asked as she sobbed "everyone was already walking on eggshells with me, every time someone looked at me it was like they were looking at a helpless baby. I hated the pity everyone was giving me. And I never said anything to you because I knew you were already blaming yourself for what happened that day. But you were there for me every step of the way, you never left my side, every appointment, every physical therapy session. Even when I was a bitch you never gave up on me, you pushed me every single day to get better and you didn't even know it I'm only here because of you and I love you beyond words for that."

It felt good to finally get everything I felt off my chest and Toni needed to know just how big of an impact she made on my life. Toni was now a crying mess and I can't lie so was I. "Baby I love you so much, I never want to go through life without you by my side. If I ever lost you I don't know what I would do and I don't even want to picture a life without you. Jade you are my fucking world." Toni and I spent the rest of the night passionately kissing, no sex involved, no words were spoken. Those kisses expressed all that was needed to be said. Toni said I'm her world, but little does she know she's my fucking universe.

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