↠ 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙣 (𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙮𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧) ↞

Nevertheless.

2 months later

(Y/n) Pov

I have been here in the western lands for quite some time now. Not like I minded being away from my parents and not knowing what's going on with them. Sesshomaru makes me feel very comforted and happy where I go with him. I love the way that he looks at me as if I am someone unreal. Too good to be true. Although I feel as if those same eyes belonged to someone else. With a softer look in them. A very pure, sweet, kind of feel to them. I can't quite rack my brain and place a name, nor a face on the man that I have a sense of familiarity with.

All of these clouded thoughts came to me as I wore a black formal kimono with red lilies sewed all around. Although I am just a human I have the face defined to be a killer. A demon. The species I am meant to be. Would others treat me differently?

I think Sesshomaru would prefer it. I mean to have a very influential and strong demon beside him. And I...Inu...

I don't remember. I don't remember.

Tears start to pour out of my eyes as I came to that conclusion. The red man. I knew him. I don't know how but I do. I need to know who he was to me and how he fit into my chaotic life. I have this strong urge to inquire Sesshomaru about the matter, but I often hold back from uttering a word about. It would be nice to get it off my chest of course. The powerful feeling that if I were to do that the feeling of Sesshomaru's disappointment weighed heavily on my mind. I was restless to the fact that a piece so big was missing from my memory making it impossible to move on with my daily routines. I would keep returning to the thought making me tense and unable to do the give task right.

"(Y/N), Can you focus?" Sesshomaru asked me for the fifth time this day. The question that loomed over us annoyed me. It gave off a suffocating feeling cause me to choke with discomfort. "Umm, Yes My Lord. I just need a small breather is all. Is that fine with you?" It would seem that it bothers him that I was asking for a break. If I were to continue going like this I would probably collapse with exhaustion. "Yes. You may take an hour to recompose. Once it is over we will pick up where we left off, Do I make myself clear?" I nodded with a gracious smile. I bowed and proceeded to walk in the opposite direction to calm down.

I made my way towards the garden to thinking of the predicament that keeps on flying with my hair. 'Who could that man be? And why can't he leave my head?' I laid on my back facing the sky to look at the fluffy clouds. I was getting a small Deja vu vibe from the color and the predicated texture it may have. It reminded me of Sesshomaru's hair.

'That isn't who should've popped in my head first' I focused on who could be the one the man that should've shown up in my mind. I ponder on how could I get the idea of the mysterious man into reality. I needed this nagging feeling to stop. I needed answers and I don't know how to get them. It bothers me how I don't know where to start and where it will end.

I leaned back to close my eyes and find a solution. The feeling that manifest in my stomach makes me feel tense. I can't help this annoying feeling that can't be shaken off. My head rolls to the sides as if to shake out any bad thoughts that have invaded every crevice of my mind. I felt light headed and painful strikes have at it. Little by little they have seem to increase to the point of my hands pounding on the ground with agony. I felt the ground start to shake. The cracking sounds filled the whole body.

'Is the world breaking?'
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