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Chapter 12

I'm Backkk!!!!!

Yay! sorry I took so long but heres the next chapter

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*recap*

Noticing my dry my throat is I decide to stop at the kitchen and get a glass of water. That giddy feeling I had a few seconds ago is gone after I think of what just happened with Harry, did he really want to kiss me? I think I wanted to. We were having such a god time until Niall knocked on the door then Harry looked annoyed at me, he just stormed out the room without looking back, did I do something wrong?

I'm so confused and overwhelmed; I just need to calm down before I go back out there. Will... whatever that was... back there affect our relationship?

 Wouldn't think something like that would, Harry isn't like that. Though he seemed like a completely person...even though it was just those few seconds. He acted as though....I didn't matter.

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I find my way back to the table and sit myself down in my pervious spot, not knowing what in the world everyone is talking about.

'We won 8-2 nil, we smashed them!'  Louis says with a massive smile on his face.

 Liam congratulates him and asks where they're on the leader board. As I look around me everyone is engaged in conversation and if it's not in Louis and Liam's conversation they're talking to the person next to them.

 Feeling slightly awkward and out of place I stare at my hands on my lap, I don't belong here. I knew I shouldn't have come here. Situations like this always go pear shaped.

'You okay hun?' I look up from my lap to see Mia looking at me with concern written on her face, 'if you want to go home we can.'

I shake my head, I couldn't do that. Mia already doesn't have much of a social life because of me, I don't want to cut this short just because I feel a bit uncomfortable. She needs to make more friends and she gets along so well with these guys, so she has to say here.

She looks unconvinced but nods 'okay but tell me if you want to go, alright?' I offer a small nod and try to engage in the conversation everyone was having. 

I turn to Harry's side of the table and listen to Niall 'oh Harry, Kylie was there by the way.'

I see Harry go red as everyone stares at him with smirks on their faces, 'what?' Harry acts like he's completely oblivious to the conversation.

Louis rolls his eyes 'What's going on with her and you Haz? You guys were hanging out all the time, now you hardly see each other.'

'She was asking about you' Niall states, Harry raises his eyebrows and smiles 'I assure you there's nothing going on between us.' 

Zayn laughs and shakes his head 'that's what they all say.'

I feel my heart shatter, Is this how he talks about me? How many girls are there? Does he make them laugh, spend money on them, makes them feel special and yet somehow convinces you, you are something to him. Even though you'll never be. 

I feel the lump in my throat get harder and harder to swallow, but why am I overacting? I mean we didn't mean anything right?

We aren't dating. We're just friends and that's all we'll be. 

As I turn to Mia I see her already staring at me with wide eyes, I guess she can tell I'm not taking this well. 

'I'm gonna go.' I whisper to Mia and she nods understandably and starts getting her bag.