Memory Lost

Memory Lost Chapter 3

Rose's P.O.V.

I woke up the next day...my head on something hard. When my eyes cleared up I saw that I was laying on a chest...a guy's chest. I tried to sit up to see who my head was laying on, but I couldn't because someone was holding onto me.

"Stop moving." I hear a familiar voice say.

I stopped moving only because I was afraid of what he might do if I continued moving around. I lay still for about an hour until I felt the arm move away from my side.

"You can get up now." Ryan says.

I sat up and I feel him looking up at me so I look down at him.

"Did you sleep well?" He asks.

I just nod my head not wanting to speak to him.

"Glad to know you did." He says.

He sits up and strokes my cheek making me flinch. I began to move away from him but then he grabs my arm and pulls me toward him. I smashed into his chest and he wrapped both of his arms around me. I tried to get out of his grasp but he only tightened his grip. I stopped moving hoping that he would let go but he didn't. A few minutes later I felt him loosen his grip around me.

"I will let go of you but don't move away, understand?" I hear Ryan say.

I opened my mouth to talk but nothing came out so I just nod my head. I felt his arms unwrap around me.

"Back up a bit so I can see your face." He says.

What was he going to do, slap me? I didn't want him to get angry at me so I slowly began to back up until I was staring at his face. I lower my eyes and my head to the ground and then I felt Ryan's hand on my cheek; I closed my eyes tightly shut. I felt my head being lifted and I felt warm lips pressed against mine. My eyes instantly shot open and I saw Ryan looking at me.

"Why did you kiss me?" I ask.

Ryan strokes my cheek. "Because I can and because your mine." He replies.

I roll my eyes. "No... you have to ask and I don't belong to anybody." I say.

I swear I heard Ryan growl but it was so low that I could barely hear it.

"I don't need to fucking ask, I get to do whatever I want." He tells me.

"Please...don't hurt me." I whisper.

"I don't want to hurt you but you are testing my limits right now." He says.

I was so scared; I didn't want to know what he would do to me if I made him even more madder at me.

"I'm sorry." I say.

I take a quick glance up at Ryan to see what his expression was, but I didn't see any emotion on his face.

"Why are you apologizing to me?" He asks.

Did he honestly not know?

"For making you angry and for probably making you think that you should've left me in the forest to die." I reply.

I was crying, I lowered my eyes again to the ground.

"Look at me." I hear him say.

I slowly lifted my head up to meet his face.

"I'm not that angry at you and don't you dare think that; I am glad that I saved you." He tells me.

I was shocked at what he had said and then he leaned forward and he kissed me gently. Just as I was about to kiss him back my stomach growled.

"Let's get you something to eat." He says.

Ryan got off the bed and then he held out his hand and helped me off the bed too. We went into the kitchen and just as Ryan was about to make something somebody knocks on the door. He heads over to the door and I follow him. He opens the door and it's Marie.

"So I'm going shopping..." She began to say.

I was excited then; I was hoping that Marie would ask Ryan if I can go with her.

"I wouldn't get too excited if I were you because you're not going anywhere."Ryan says.

My happiness was gone, it disappeared.

"You're not going anywhere because I don't trust you and I never will." Ryan then says.

I began to feel angry for some unknown reason. "I hate you!" I yelled out.

Ryan gets right up in my face. "Guess what? I feel the same way, I will never fucking love you!" He yells back.

I gasp, turn around and ran into Ryan's room where after I shut the door, I began crying. I slid down to the ground in front of the door, I knew I shouldn't have been crying about what he said but for some reason I was. I heard somebody knock on the door.

"Rose its Marie, can I come in?" I hear a voice say.

I move away from the door and I opened it.

She comes inside. "Are you okay?" She asks.

I wipe my eyes and nod my head.

"Ryan took off. Did you want to come outside with me to cool off?" Marie asks.

I nod my head; grab my shoes get them on and I followed Marie outside. I sighed happily as the sun hit my skin.