Memory Lost

Memory Lost Chapter 5

Ryan's P.O.V.

I was planning on going back to the couch in the living room thinking that Rose didn't want me near her.

"Don't go." I hear her say.

I couldn't say no to her so I turn to lay in bed with her. I stroke her cheek and then she moved her body close to mine as she laid her head on my chest. I smile a little and a few minutes later, I hear her light breathing so I knew she fell asleep.

"I love you Rose; you have no idea how badly I want to say that to you." I whisper.

I stroked her cheek one last time before I fell asleep. I woke up the next day, looked down to see Rose and she wasn't there! Did she run out of the house while I was asleep? I hope not!

I got off the bed, checked the bathroom...when I saw that she wasn't in there I checked kitchen where I could smell a faint scent that something was cooked. I walked in the kitchen and saw Rose writing on the mini notebook Marie gave. I walked over to her and kissed the top of her head so she looks up at me.

"What are you doing?" I ask.

"Making a list." She replies.

I pulled out a chair beside her and sat down. I kiss her cheek.

"Am I allowed to get other things too besides clothes?" She asks.

"Of course you are." I tell her.

I kiss her cheek and then she turns her attention back to the notebook.

I got up and made myself some breakfast and after it was done I sat right back down beside her. I began eating my breakfast while watching her write. I finished eating, got up, and washed our dishes. After the dishes were done, I was about ready to sit down when somebody knocked on the door. I went to the door and opened to see Marie. I let her inside and shut the door.

"Is Rose done making the list?" Marie asks.

Rose comes over to us and she hands the list to her. Marie takes it and looks at it.

"I'll have everything ready for you tomorrow." Marie says.

Marie then opens the door and walks out. I close the door and turn around to look at Rose.

"How come you didn't run out the house when you had the chance?" I ask.

She gives me a smile. "I heard what you said last night." She answers.

Rose's P.O.V.

"How come you didn't run out of the house when you had the chance?" Ryan asks.

I smile at him. "I heard what you said last night." I answer.

Shock was written all over his face.

"And what did I say exactly?" He asks.

I told him what he said that, that he loves me and that I have no idea how badly he wants to say it to me.

"I'm sure you're going to laugh in my face now, right?" He asks.

I shake my head furiously. "I'm not; I think it's cute that you love me." I reply.

I swear I heard Ryan growl. "Whatever." He says.

I stand up, walk towards him and then I kiss his cheek. "Having that attitude around me won't get me to say that I love you back." I say.

I began walking towards the living room when somebody grabbed my arm. The person who had hold of my arm was Ryan and he began to pull me back towards him. He pulled me until I was standing in front of him.

"If I changed my attitude would you tell me that you love me?" He asks.

I look into his eyes and I see that they were full of hope.

"Yes I will." I tell him.

Ryan pulls me towards him and he kisses me. Before I could kiss him back, he picks me up off the ground and he carries me to the couch. He places me on the couch and he sits down beside me.

"You're beautiful." He says.

I smile at him. "Thank you." I say.

Ryan then kisses my lips so I kiss him back. He lifts me up and he places me on his lap. I snuggled into his chest. I doubt Ryan would ever get used to me doing that, because I felt him tense up for a bit but then he relaxed and wrapped his arms around me. I sigh happily.

"Comfortable?" I hear Ryan ask.

I just nod my head. I feel him kiss the top of my head. Ryan began rubbing my back and I moan slightly. I hear Ryan chuckle as he continues. The way he was rubbing my back was starting to make me sleepy so I lay my head against his chest and closed my eyes.

"You falling asleep on me?" I hear Ryan question.

"Yeah." I whisper.

Ryan lifts me up and he carries me into the bedroom. He lays me down on the bed and then he lies down beside me. I laid my head on his chest and wrapped my arm around him before closing my eyes and falling asleep.