Memory Lost

Memory Lost Chapter 7

Ryan's P.O.V.

It was getting very late so I decided to head home hoping that Rose was still up so we could talk. I opened the front door and was instantly hugged by Rose. I tensed up a little still not used to being hugged.

"I'm sorry Ryan." I hear her whisper.

I wrap my arms around her. "I'm sorry too." I whisper back.

We let go of each other a few minutes later.

"I'm sorry I blew up in your face." I say.

She smiles a little. "No, it's my fault; I should've admitted my feelings." She tells me.

I frown a little. I began to think that maybe she would tell me that she doesn't have any feelings towards me.

"About how I feel about you..." She continues with.

Was she going to tell me that she loves me or was she going to tell me that she wanted nothing to do with me.

"I love you Ryan." She says.

I was shocked, there was no way that she had just said that she loves me.

"I...I'm sorry, could you repeat that again?" I ask.

I wanted to make sure that what she had said wasn't my imagination.

"I love you Ryan." She says again.

I knew then that, that wasn't my imagination; she had actually told me that she loves me. I knew that those three words I knew would forever change my life.

"I love you too, my Rose." I say.

She smiles at me and I hug her again.

"Did you try on the clothes?" I ask.

She shakes her head no.

I got up off the couch with Rose in my arms and I carried her into the bedroom. When I placed her on the bed, she yawned.

"Why don't you go bed now and you can try the clothes on tomorrow?" I ask her.

She nods her head and yawns again. I move the bags beside the closet and then I turned the light off. I went over to the bed, helped her underneath the covers and then I got in bed myself. After I got comfortable, she laid her head on my chest.

"I love you." I whisper.

She repeats it back to me and I kissed the top of her head. I hear Rose's light breathing so I knew she was asleep. I stroked her back while thinking to myself, 'I wonder how she would react when I tell her I'm a werewolf.'

I fell asleep then and when I woke up the next day, I see Rose looking down at me. I smile at her.

"You talked in your sleep." She says.

I froze; I began to freak out wondering what the hell I had just said.

Finally gaining up the courage and dismissing my fear I had asked her what I said.

She looks away for a bit as if she was thinking about telling me or not. Then she looks back at me.

"You said Rose I am a werewolf." She says.

Oh God, do I try to deny it or should I tell her the truth? A part of me wanted to tell her the truth and the other part of me wanted to deny the whole thing and make up a lie that I had been dreaming. The part of me that wanted to tell her the truth was afraid that she would never want to speak to me again.

"Is it true? Are you?" She asks.

When she spoke, it broke my train of thought.

I swallow hard, okay here it goes, I'm going to tell her the truth.

"Yes...Rose, I am a werewolf." I say.

I look away quickly not wanting to see her expression. It was silent for a while, I was waiting for her to freak out but nothing happened.

"I think it's fucking cool!" She yells out.

Rose's P.O.V.

After Ryan had told me that he was a werewolf, I had told him that I thought it was fucking cool. Ryan hadn't been looking at me before I said that but then after I said it, he looks back at me.

"You think so?" He questions.

I nod my head smiling. "Yeah...so maybe you could let me see it? Your wolf form?" I ask.

Ryan nods his head. "Let's go." He replies.

We got off the bed and we made our way out the front door. We went to the forest and we walked for a while until we came across a small pond.

"Sit down and wait here." Ryan says.

I was confused, why did he want me to sit and wait? I realized that Ryan was still standing in front of me waiting. I sat down on a tree stump and watched as he went behind a large tree. A few minutes later, a large wolf appears where Ryan was.

I swallow hard, remembering that this was the wolf that saved me last time. The wolf got closer to me and then suddenly it was standing right in front of me. I got off the tree stump and I heard the wolf growl at me. I got down on my knees; the wolf and I were staring at each other.

The wolf was the one to make the first move by licking me on the cheek. I smile at that, I reached out and I stroked his fur. The wolf began backing up and then it went behind the large tree. A few minutes later Ryan came out, I stand up off the ground and he walks over to me.

"You were the one that saved me." I say.

Ryan nods his head and then I take a step towards him and hug him. I feel him tense up but then he relaxes and wraps his arms around me tightly.

"Thank you." I whisper.

Ryan kisses the top of my head. "You're welcome love." He says.

After we let go of each other, Ryan picks me up and carries me out of the forest. We soon arrived in front of the door and we went inside. Ryan carries me into the bedroom and he places me on the bed and heads over to the door to shut it. I smile at him when he turns around; he gets on the bed with me.

"You tired?" He asks.

I yawn a little.

"Take a nap love." He says.

I lay down and then Ryan bends down and kisses me gently. I kiss him back and he lies down beside me. I turn to my side and lay my head on his chest. I fall asleep and then woke up the next day. I sat up and see that Ryan was still asleep so I got off the bed and grabbed all of my bags and took them into the bathroom. I began to try on my things and in the middle of trying things on, I hear somebody knock on the door. I open it up to face Ryan.