Memory Lost

Memory Lost Chapter 6

Ryan's P.O.V.

I woke up an hour later feeling Rose's head and arm on my chest. I sigh a little knowing that this is the first time I have truly felt happy...and it's all because of Rose. I kissed the top of her head and I hear her whisper my name. I grin at that wondering what she was dreaming about.

"I love you Ryan." I hear her whisper.

I knew Rose was asleep when she said that but I was very happy when she spoke of her love towards me. An hour later Rose began to sit up and when she did, I smiled at her and she smiled back.

"You spoke in your sleep." I tell her.

Her smile fades away and a frown takes its place.

"What did I say?" She asks.

I sat up and kissed her gently.

"You told me that you love me." I tell her.

She doesn't say anything for a few minutes.

"At least I didn't say something stupid." She says.

I was hoping that she would say that she does love me but she didn't.

"I...um..." I began to say.

Just as I was about to say what was on my mind, somebody knocks on the door. I got off the bed, walked to the door and just as I was about to open the door, I hear Rose call out my name. I turn around to look at her.

"Tell me what you were going to say." She says.

I looked down at the ground, finding the carpet interesting to look at.

"I was going to say that I wished you would tell me you love me." I say.

Before she could say anything more, I quickly left the room. I went to the front door and opened it see that it was Marie.

"Did I come by at a bad time?" She asks.

I just shake my head not wanting to bother her with what was going on.

"I went a little crazy buying stuff for Rose. Hope that's okay." Marie says.

She then heads to her car opens the trunk and I see that it's loaded with bags. I loaded my hands up with bags and I brought them inside.

Rose's P.O.V.

After Ryan told me that he wished I would've said that I loved him, it made me feel bad. I wanted to say it but then when he left the room to answer the door I felt like shit. I hear Marie's voice so I knew she was here so I got off the bed to see what was going on. I opened up the bedroom door and walked towards the living room where I see bags of stuff and I see a piece of paper sitting by the bags. I walk towards the paper and pick it up. After I sat on the couch, I unfolded the paper and it reads, 'Rose, I'm sorry. Sorry for blowing up in your face and I'm sorry that I had to leave for a bit and leave you alone. Here is the stuff that Marie bought you.'

I place the paper on the floor, grab the bags and take them into the bedroom. I placed the bags on the floor and then I sat down on the floor where I began crying. Crying that Ryan had left before I could tell him my feelings...that I love him. I dried my eyes and I decided to look at the clothing that Marie bought for me. I grabbed one of the bags and saw a note in it. I pulled the note and unfolded it to read, 'Rose, hope you enjoy your clothing and I hope it fits...and I hope everything works out with you and Ryan.' I smile a little; put the note back in the bag not really wanting to go through them anymore. I got up off the floor and got onto the bed. I lay down and decided to take a nap until Ryan got back. I fell asleep then dreaming that Ryan changed into a werewolf.

I woke up drenched in sweat...wondering why the hell I would be dreaming something like that. Making me wish that Ryan was here so I could confront him about it. I got off the bed tripping onto the floor...damn bags. I got up off the floor and I made my way into the kitchen, grabbing a cup to fill up with water. After I drank all of the water, I placed the cup in the sink and walked to the couch and sat down. I turned the television on and then I lay down on the couch. I just wanted to try and stay up as long as l could so when Ryan came back, I could confront him.

My eyes began to close when I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I sat up and saw the front door open. I see Ryan walk in and watch as he closes the door. I got off the couch and walked over to him. I hugged him and I felt him tense up a little.

"I'm sorry Ryan." I whisper.