My Girlfriend Delivery

The Kiss and The End that Started a Beginning

^Dedicated to one of the most amazing girl on Earth, my twinbal Monica Padilla. :) Hopia like it. *v*

My Girlfriend Delivery

By: SUPERienne

CHAPTER 8.4     The Kiss and the End that Started a Beginning

UNO's POV

At hinalikan ko siya...

I kissed her like I don't recognize myself. Kissing her as if she's the only one left to be seen, to be felt, to be remembered.

Yes. I kissed her and I know I still am. I know what I am doing... But I don't know why.

I was bombarded with the mixture of flashbacks and realization, pouring generously like rain from a raging storm, like whirlwind in a tornado, like bolts of current in a lightning, all going in a slowmo, parsing on a minute basis.

And she was left there like statue--inanimate, freezing. And me like a hungry bastard longing for a kiss, feeling the tenderness of her soft lips, fooled like a man for his first sweet kiss.

But all the foolishness ended with a hard thud, when I found myself bumped onto the wall. Just when I realized she pushed me hard with that unbelievable look.

What have I done?! Arggh!

She was trembling and teary, and pale. Like she was facing a rapist who had attempted her.

Arrielle's POV

And I was rendered speechless for my lips were sealed by his. There I was, left freezing in shock. I was kissed. I was...for the first time!

So this is how a first kiss feels like... Heart furiously pounding like it was gonna come out of my chest...my lungs go in sync as I went breathless... and my mind go on a slow-mo... and Phoenix...

Phoenix!

Without anything in mind, I did the first thing that comes into me... That is to get the most distance I could from Uno... I felt like I was betraying Phoenix.

"Franzeska Arrielle, si Phoenix lang ang one and only love mo! Siya lang!" kastigo ng utak ko sakin.

I just had my eyes fixated on the floor. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to react... I don't know what to say.

I was just left there with pure shame to the person in front of me, with guilt to Phoenix, and with great disgust to myself... What had just happened?

Uno's POV

My heart was violently pounding to my chest. "Ang tanga mo, Uno!" sabi ko sa sarili ko. What am I thinking?!

Tiningnan ko muli si Arrielle. Nakatungo siya at nanginginig.

"Sorry... I didn't---"

She raised her hand in front to cut my apology.

"Just leave." she mumbled then I saw tears trailing off her cheeks.

"Okay... Sorry. Sorry." I paced to the door and immediately got to my car and drive.

"Ang tanga mo, Uno!" paulit-ulit kong sinasabi habang nagmamaneho.

What am I even thinking?!

I was drowned with the thought that I almost did not notice I was approaching a crossing and almost hit a black Innova. I immediately stepped on the brake and almost hit my head on the steering wheel.

Halos lumabas na ang puso ko sa katawan ko.

Ano nanaman ba 'to Uno?!

Lutang ka dahil sa babae... At dahil nanaman sa babae kaya muntik ka nanamang maka-aksidente!

*Flashback*

"Wag mong sabihing masyado kang broken-hearted, dude? Babae lang yan. Tss. Shot mo pa!" sabay abot ng shotglass ni Akio.

"Me? When did you ever see me so attached with just a girl?" I smirked and drank straight the rhum.

"Just a girl pala ah! Just a girl pala yung ilang buwan mong sinuyo... Yung babaeng halos alayan mo na ng lahat. Haha."

"Ul*l! Ibato ko tong baso sa'yo e!"

"Init ng ulo nito. Nagbibiro lang." sabi niya sabay kamot ng ulo.

Tss. Akala ko pa naman makakalimot ako dito. F*ck! Walang kwenta talaga kausap tong pinsan ko!

"Teka, san ka pupunta?" tanong niya ng tumayo na ko at dumiretsong front door nila.

"Uuwi. Langkwenta kang kausap!"

"Aylabyu too, pinsan." sabi niya sabay tawa. "G*go. Dito ka na matulog! Lasing ka na."

"Tss."

Yun ang pagkakamali ko. Di ako nagpadala sa pagpigil ni Akio. Dala ng katigasan ng ulo, pinilit kong umuwi mag-isa kahit nakainom.

Paglabas ng condo ni Akio, nakailang-beses kong pinindot ang alarm ng kotse ko para buksan ito but there was no response. I threw it and it scattered into pieces. Pinulot ko ang susi kong kasama at saka naalalang buksan to gamit ang susi.

"Where's the logic?" I asked myself.

I rode and drove-off.

Patrixe...

*Flashback*

"I'm sorry, Uno. Don't blame yourself. It's me... He was there when you were not. Sorry." she said while tears were streaming down her cheeks.

I grabbed Patrixe's arm and hugged her earning stares from people inside the cafe. Pero wala na akong pakialam. I have to win Patrixe back... I need her.

"No, it's me. I thought we were fine. Akala ko ayos ka lang sa set-up na 'to. Please, Patrixe.. Let's fix this. I love you." I said with broken voice and realized I was already crying.

T*ngina! Umiiyak ako!

"Uno.. It's too late. Mahal ko na siya. Mahal na mahal. Kaya sorry. Let's just forget everything about us since there was never an us. Fix your life. I'm out of it. Bye." she said then walked-out of the place... And walked-out of my life.

And it ended there.. Pat and I is gone. And my life almost was. And one thing that haunt me most was...

Another's life ended...

Just because of me.