DIARY - XU MINGHAO [Completed] [Under Editing]

CHAPTER 24- love you so much

Lacey P.O.V.

I woke up and went to my school, im a little late today thats why there is so many students already at the hall. They are So loud, i cant understand what are they talking about.

I was fixing my things at my locker when i heard the name of minghao and kyulkyung, i stop and look at the student who said their names, she was talking with another girl.

I want to ask her what is about minghao and kyulkyung but i guess its nothing.

So i went to my classroom, the classroom is so loud too, it is full of gossips and whispers and talking, so i put my earphones and look at the window, i saw minghao walking with kyulkyung. Kyulkyung is smiling brightly but minghao wasnt, when they pass at the students, Students start whispering.

Is there really something about them? Or Maybe not. I sigh and put my head on my desk.

Minutes later someone is waking me up, it was lisa again.

"Hi lisa" i scratch my eyes

"Hi lacey sorry for waking you up but our teacher is here"

"Its ok". The class has start.

[Time skip~ lunch time]

I was with lisa, im holding my bottle because i will refill some water when her 3 friends went to us.

"hey lisa and lacey do you know the thing about minghao and kyulkyung?" Rosé said. There is really something about them?

"No, what is it?" Lisa said

"Minghao and kyulkyung is getting married!" Jisoo said.

Huh? Why didnt he told me? Is that the reason why we went to his secret place because he want to relax his self because he is getting married with kyulkyung? Is that the reason why his smile is not bright? I want to cry, i cant hold my tears.

"Really?!" Lisa said. Tears start strolling to my cheeks i quickly wipe it away.

"U-uhm lisa i-ill just go to the r-restroom ill be quick" i run without letting them answer.

I lock myself on the cubicle and cry. I put my left hand at my mouth and cry silently.

Why am i crying? Is it because i love him too much the way i cant let him go anymore? I knew it, what happened yesterday is just a dream, a dream that didnt lasts.

I can feel my breath is not normal anymore i open my bottle but i remember i was about to refil some water thats why i bring this.

I run outside, trying to find some water i can drink, but my sight is getting blurry making me bump to someone, i cant see who it was so i left him but he hold my wrist.

"Lacey are you ok?". Im running out of breath and i cant take it anymore, i took a deep breath then i cant see anything but black.

Minghao P.O.V.

I was walking to restroom but i bump into someone i look down its was lacey breathing hardly. She was about to leave but i hold her wrist.

"Lacey are you ok?" I ask her but she just took a deep breath and passed out, she almost fall to the ground but i catch her. Shes so pale. "Lacey wake up!"

What is happening to her? I try waking her up but i fail so i bring her to the clinic.

"What happen to her?" The nurse ask.

"I dont know shes breathing so hard and then she passed out" i said while she is checking lacey's pulse.

"Sh*t no pulse we have to bring her to the hospital call the emergency!" She said. I quickly run and call the emergency.

The emergency arrive quickly, they are putting her in the van safely.

"Are you coming minghao?" The nurse ask

"Yes"

"You go ill just stay here, i will try to contact her parents or guardian" she said and i nod.

I went inside the van with lacey. Shes getting paler and paler, i hold her hand. What ever happens to you please stay with me i cant live without you.

We arrive the hospital, we quickly bring her to the emergency room i left outside the room looking at her door. Please fight lacey i need you.

A minutes later winwin came with chanyeol hyung and jun hyung. They went to me.

"What happen to her?" Chanyeol hyung ask. I sigh deeply before answering.

"I bump to her then i saw her breathing hardly i ask her if shes ok but she just took a deep breath and passed out"

"What happen to her?" Hyung ask to his self. Winwin went silent and lost in his mind. It looks like he know something.

I was about to ask him but lacey's door open revealing the doctor.

"Are you the relatives of lacey?" He ask

"Yeah we are" chanyeol hyung said. "What happen to her?" The doctor sigh and look straight to us.

"Lacey is in danger i know no one in her relatives know about this because she dont want to tell it or to get you all worried but i will tell you now" he sigh deeply. "She has a heart problem, its called heart arrythmia it occurs when her heart beats so fast or beats so slow. It is harmless heart disease but there is some troublesome and it is often made worse like heart damage and that is her problem. It can be cured by a healthy lifestyle but before she could change her lifestyle her heart is already damaged thats why we need to do an operation i already told her about the operation that we need to do it soon but she said she want to think about it first but now, we really need to do the operation or if not....im sorry she will still sacrifice from her sick or more possibilities to die."

"But why does she dont want to do it before?" I ask the doctor.

"This operation is really risky thats why her life is 50-50 if we did the operation."

"50-50?!" We all said.

"Yes 50% the operation is successful but 50% not thats why shes scared to do the operation sooner because shes scared that the operation might not be successful, that she might died so early"

"doc, are you really sure your gonna give your best just to save my sister?" Chanyeol hyung ask

"Im really am sir"

"If its really the only way to cure her......i will agree to do the operation now"

"Hyunggg..." Winwin and i both said in unison. I cant lose her and i dont want to.

"Its the only way hao and win if we did the operation she still have a chance to live but if we didnt do it i cant let her live so hardly again so please just respect my decision its for her own good" chanyeol hyung said.

I guess he is right, i dont want her to live hardly anymore. I sigh so deeply.

"Can i come inside?" I ask the doctor.

"Sure but make sure you wont disturb her, shes still resting." The doctor said and i nod.

I went inside and almost cry in her condition but i hold it. I went closer to her and hold her right hands.

"I already gets the puzzle you gave me, so this is the reason why you said you save me when were about to ride the roller coaster, this is the reason why you said your life is unfair, this is the reason why you will refuse me if i love you" i cant hold my tears anymore, i broke down crying

"you dont have to refuse me lacey you dont have to, because i will love you no matter what condition you have, i will love you no matter what" i cry in her hands.

"I heard you when we were at my secret place that you love me but you cant love me because it will be so unfair. Its ok to love me even your life is unfair because i love you too, i will still love you even if you leave me, i will still love even if it is so unfair i will still love you so much."