I swore to god I was going to change, and this is it.

drowning

i am drowning in every feeling i have ever felt

every tear ive shed

every scream ive screamed

every split second of fear i feel when i think of you

i cant remember the last 3 am where i wasnt panicking thinking of the worst thing that could possibly happen to me

i cant remember the last time i got a fresh breath of air that wasnt hard to breathe

i am drowning in every feeling i have ever felt.