I swore to god I was going to change, and this is it.

there was one point in my life-

There was one point in my life where i loved you.
You were the last person on earth in my mind.
The one i was "truly" meant to be with.
The one who gave me hope to a better future than i had thought.
There was one point in my life where you meant the world to me.
Id do anything to save you or help you.
Without hesitation.
There was one point in my life where i had given you everything of mine.
I let you have me.
There was one point in my life where i was scared of losing you.
Now, im at the point in my life of being terrified to have you back.