I swore to god I was going to change, and this is it.

i hate you.

I hate you but in an I love you type of way.
I hate your face but the urge to kiss you is so strong it hurts my chest.
I hate your voice but I cant stop replaying the things you say in my head.
I hate your smell but everytime I smell it my heart clenches.
I hate your hair but all I really want to do is play with it.
I hate your body but all I want to do is cuddle and hold it in my arms.
I hate you but, in an I love you type of way.
Where I hate you and the memories you gave me and how we cant make any more but I love you for you and the memories you gave me.
Its bullshit.
I love you, but I hate you.