I swore to god I was going to change, and this is it.

im doing it.

I did the best i could.
I paved a pathway for your future that you are living now.
I did the best i could to show you that i loved you and cared when i thought love didnt exist.
I did the best i could to help you see the good in things.
I did the best i could.
For you, it wasnt enough.
But for me, it will be enough.
Im doing the best i can with letting you go.
Its taking a lot of time but you will be forgotten and have left my brain and my heart will no longer long for you.
My soul will not leave my body to try and find yours.
I will stop trying to make you fall in love with me.
Its my time.
Its my time to fall in love with me.
Its my time for my soul to sleep at the same time my body does.
Its my time.
I did my best.
You taught me everything i know.
When i come across another lover, or another friend, i will be different.
There will be no residue of you left behind on my skin.
I will be new and shiny. I will be confident and in love with myself.
I will pursue my future career with no one in my way telling me no.
I will do it. I am doing it.
Its about time i try for me.