I swore to god I was going to change, and this is it.

of course! i know im toxic.

Of course you went for her!
Why wouldn't you?
It makes my blood boil, but i ignore it.
I send a mental message to you to let you know im hurting and in pain.
I know im toxic! Ive been through this before.
But the longer people treat me like shit, the more i get toxic.
And people. Wont. Stop.
Everyone ive come across has treated me how i shouldnt be!
Of course you went for her!
Her ass is nicer, shes a little more lean. She understands and will give you space when you need it.
Shes good at what she does. Shes tiny. Shes been around town, she knows her way around a man.
I, do not. Unfortunately.
She knows how to love carelessly and shes fearless of you leaving her.
So, duh.
Of course you went for her!