I swore to god I was going to change, and this is it.

without you, part two.

I got through the fall and the winter without you,
Barely.
Only have spring and summer to go.
Soon you will be a forgotten memory, the one i will keep in a shoebox in my basement in another box full of movies.
Hidden. Kept away for safe keeping.
So one day i can show my children, when i am married, and happier,
How hard it was to get through the fall and winter without you.
And teach them how to get through the hardest heartbreaks, like i have taught myself.
And i will do it,
All without you.