I swore to god I was going to change, and this is it.

i will always blame you.

waking up every day is the same.

turn alarm off, lay in bed for another hour. late again.

although my fault, i still like to blame you.

some days are better than others but i still am not the same,

i still blame you.

i was always told you were the toxic one,

the one who held me back,

but all along it was me.

i still blame you.

i will never ever be the same, and i swear to god,

ill always blame you.

i believe you are the alarm in the morning, always the same.

i turn you off.

make a problem, lay in bed for another hour.

late again.

although my fault,

i still blame you.