Our Secret | Taejin✔️

Background

Jin's Pov:

I could see the imprint of his fingerprints on my throat where he had held me as I washed my hands in the bathroom. I was home, there was no way I could've gone back to the office like this. Jimin and Hoseok would definitely know something was wrong. I had texted them and told them that the CEO had sent me home for the day without pay. At least it was more believable than what he had really done to me.

I decided that it would be best if I came home and begin my search for a new job. I couldn't stay at this job, no matter how scary he was, I had to leave. He couldn't really harm me if I went somewhere else. I can't believe I was sleeping with a psycho all this time. I have never looked at Taehyung that way. Yes, we had an odd relationship that was made through an agreement. At the time the contract was developed, I did not even know Taehyung was going to be my new boss. I had started everything through a website somewhat similar to a dating site, but it wasn't. It was more of a sexual connection site. I had created an account because I was in search of a man who could fulfill all my fantasies and give me pleasure. The site allowed me to express the things I wanted, things I couldn't talk to those around me about. Taehyung profile and mine somehow matched he was looking for someone he could own sexually and provide them with pleasure. The site had guaranteed security and privacy, mainly because a lot of upper-class people used it.

Once my profile got matched with his, he reached out to me, but he didn't have a picture. Informed me he wanted for us to meet up, I had agreed, his profile interested me. He spoke about a lot of the things I wanted to be done to me and seemed as though he had the right amount of experience.

When we met face to face, I still did not know that he was my future boss. I had gotten the job, but never research much about the owner of the company. I more looked over the department I was going to be in and the director at the time. Upon on meeting, Taehyung had decided immediately that I would be a fit for him, I agreed as well. He informed me because of his career and reputation he would need for us to have a legal binding document about our arrangement. It didn't bother me at the time, so I agreed. Like a gullible idiot, I trusted him, and the attorney's word and signed the fucking document, which I had now come to regret.

The same day of signing the agreement, we had developed our do's and don'ts, which was pretty simple. We would keep our arrangement a secret, he hated condoms so he wouldn't wear any. I wasn't worried about that as the site we were on; had us do a medical screening before even approving our application, so I knew he was clean. I didn't like having sex without condoms, but I was okay with making an exception, I already had a Nexplanon inserted and would keep me protected for at least three more years at the time. We also agreed that he nor I would not leave any visible marks on one another. Also, verbal decided that he could do whatever he wanted and likewise myself.

Taehyung and I in the time we have been together with this arrangement never had a problem. I was satisfied with the way he pleasured me, sometimes I did feel as though he was too rough, but that was rare occurrences. It wasn't worth fighting or arguing over. We never really spoke, until I found he was the CEO of the freaking company I was working for. I remember the day I found out. I wanted to quit immediately, but he assured me, he enjoyed what we had going on, and we did not need to allow work to interfere with it. Silly me of course agreed, and we have been at it ever since, until now.

He mentioned he met me when I was about 18 yrs of age. That was a while back, and nothing unusual happened, at least not in my eyes. He had seemed to be in a rush, and the Starbucks barista was not making his coffee fast enough, we had ordered the same kind, mine finished before his and I saw how impatient he was. Therefore, I handed him, mine, and he took it smiled and told me a thank you, but as he was about to leave the rain began to pour, so of course, me being me, I gave him my umbrella and wished him a wonderful week.

That was it! Nothing else, nothing more. I did not even remember that moment until he brought it up, and I only remember it because that was my mother's umbrella.

So now I see him acting like this, it creeps me out completely. I did not care about the agreement, I just know I had to get out here. He put his hands on me, and I was so defenseless, I couldn't even protect myself. Do you know how scary that is and he is expecting me tonight? No way in hell was I going. This was it, we are done.

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It was late, and I tried sleeping to calm my mind, but I couldn't. Flashback of the day's event just kept coming back to my mind. I was now sitting on the balcony, relaxing. Jimin was texting me asking if I was okay and that he was sorry he had gotten me in trouble. He was trying desperately to figure out a way how he could make it up to me. I kept telling him I was fine and he need not worry. If only, he understood that what I was dealing with really had nothing to do with him.

He did not know I was sleeping with a psycho and therefore, nothing he could do to help or fix the mess I was in.

Suddenly my doorbell starts going off repeatedly. I jerk my head back in the seat I was sitting in. "damn it!" I muttered, why couldn't Jimin just listen. I knew it was him, he was the only person who rang my doorbell multiple times when he visited it's like he was impatient every time he visits.

I got out of my seat reluctantly groaning as I made my ways towards my front door. As I was about to open the door, I remember my neck was exposed, and he would probably ask a ton of questions like he usually did about it. I yelled out a quick "I coming" and ran into my room, grabbing a scarf and wrapping it around my neck, maybe I could fake being under the weather.

I made my way back to the door and yanked it opened, but to my fucking surprise, I was face to face with the devil. He pushes me inside my apartment and shuts the door. I just stood there in bewildered. I never told Taehyung where I lived, I always went to him.

"So let me get this straight you made an executive decision not to visit me tonight? Is that correct?" He asks me, his voice had no emotion to it, and his expression was blank.

I took one step backward, "Taehyung, I can't do this. What you are doing is not a part of the arrangement we had, this is abuse, I can get you arrested for this." I told him hoping it would knock some sense into him and he would leave.

"Excuse me? Was that a threat?" He seemed amused, but in a psychotic way. My heart began to race, I took another step back, "umm..no... please...just...leave."

He turns towards the front door, and I feel the excitement build as I think he is listening to me, but that wasn't the case. He clicks the lock on the door locking it.

"How about I show you what I feel about your actions today and that threat you just made." He said, turning around and walking towards me. "I told you, I don't make useless threats, I am all about action and tonight you are going to understand who is in charge here. You don't make the decisions, you respect and obey the decisions I make. I told you I really don't want to hurt you, but I think it's the only way you will understand me." I stood in fear, watching him as he spoke.

He then grabbed my arm and threw me down on the sofa. I screamed out in pain as my head hit against the arm of the couch. He looked down at me and smile as he started unbuttoning his shirt, "it didn't need to be this way, Seokjin, all you had to do was listen."

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A/N: So....ummm...readers? Thoughts?