Our Secret | Taejin✔️

Our Secret

Taehyung's Pov:

It's been two months and nothing from Seokjin. He didn't call me nor did he check up on Bleu. Every day was more depressing than the day before. The only thing that kept me going was Bleu. I had taken time off from work to stay home with her. I could tell she was missing her Appa, she couldn't say it, but I could see it in her eyes.

I knew where he went, but I wouldn't go after him. I had granted him his freedom; I simply need to trust that he would somehow return. Even if it took him a year, I want to believe in my heart he will come back not because he was obligated to, but because he desired to. June had been visiting me daily and helping me. I told her I had acknowledged all I had done and wished I didn't so late in life. I absolutely wish I had not done any of what I had.

I don't think I could ever date and love another like I have love Seokjin. I only want him back, no one else. If he does not return, I will live a life with just our daughter. I never even recognize how much she resembled him. I am not sure if my mind was seeing things, but she resembled her Appa so much. She had his rare, but captivating beauty.

I had allowed Jimin to visit. He knew something was wrong between Seokjin and me, but he never inquires or said anything. I also knew that Jin was asking him to check in on Bleu as I often caught him taking pictures of her and telling her to smile for her Appa. I didn't but in or pry neither. If this makes him happy, then I guess it's the least I could allow. It made me happy knowing he still cared about her as well. It confirms that he had not gone cold. It was something that had worried me when he left the hospital. I wondered if he would've turned cold after all that he had endured.

I was currently folding Bleu's laundry and putting her clothes away. While Jin was away, I had taken on every responsibility in the home. I still am not comfortable with allowing just anyone in my house to take care of our daughter. Once I was done putting her clothes up, my phone alerted me, I took it up from her dresser, and upon looking at the name, I almost dropped it. It was Seokjin...he had sent a text. I quickly opened it.

My Love:
I would like for us to meet.

He wants to meet. Was he coming back or was he going to ask for custody of Bleu?

Taehyung:
Of course, where? Are you coming home?

I sent him back a text with a nervous feeling in my stomach.

My Love:
NO. Can you meet me tonight at the cafe we first met? And please bring me my mother's umbrella, if you can.

He was not coming back. He only wanted to take back the things he had given me, and I am sure that meant Bleu as well. I still wanted to see him; I at least wanted to know he was okay. So even after knowing how our meeting would turn out, I sent him a text back letting him know that I would be there. He sends me the time for us to meet and I was a bit confused because I'd assume that the cafe would've been closed by that time. However, it has been years since I have been so it might have been open later these days.

I called Jimin and asked him if he could take Bleu over to Yoongi and his house until I got back. He did not hesitate and told me he had no problem watching her for me. I was happy he could on such short notice. I must say he isn't half as bad as I had thought him out to be.

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As I walked up to the cafe, it looked empty, and the lighting inside was not very radiant. I was beginning to think maybe Seokjin was playing games with me. Did he invite me here, knowing he was not there? The thought quickly left my mind as I am reminded that Seokjin was not the kind of person to do something like that.