Our Secret | Taejin✔️

Cravings

Jin's Pov:

"Before I can commit to trying with you or give you a chance since you are asking me and not forcing me. I will need to meet with your Therapist/Psychiatrist whichever you want to refer to them as. For all, I know you could be lying to me and to ensure that's not the case, I want to meet with them myself and ensure you are doing what you need to. Second, I am going to need that in writing. Taehyung what you did to me is unjustifiable, but I willing to try and be tolerant of you because you are giving me a chance." I can't trust his words, but maybe if I spoke to whoever he was seeing, they could help me to understand a bit more.

"If that's what it will take, then yes, I will set up a meeting. Thank you. I can have her come here, or you go to her." He said, getting up and going back to his seat.

"I rather you take me to her." I didn't want anyone he wasn't comfortable bringing into his home to come just because of me, plus it would allow me to go outside.

"I think tomorrow we could be able to see her, but I will confirm in the morning if it's possible. Thank you for doing this Seokjin. I know I don't deserve it." He said, giving me a hopeful smile.

Darn right you don't deserve it. Of course, I wasn't going to say it out loud. The last thing I wanted was to trigger him.

"Yeah, anything for our baby girl," I said, giving him a weak smile.

"Okay, let's eat. If it's too cold, I can warm it up for you." He said.

"No, I'm fine. I can eat it just like this."

"Will you ever accept my help?" His question caught me off guard.

"Umm...I don't know. I'm not usually someone who seeks help from others." It was the truth, and I'm usually pretty independent.

"Is that why you haven't use the card I gave you?"

"that and because I have my own money that I saved up while working for you." 

"But she's our baby, shouldn't my money goes towards what you buy for her as well?"

"Your money is already going towards her. The doctor's appointment you paid for. This home I now reside in. I haven't bought anything for her as yet. I have made things, but I haven't shopped. You can do that if you want, you can buy things too. It doesn't have to be through me. You can swipe your card and buy her a shirt or dress whatever you see fit."

"Aren't we suppose to do that together though?" Was he serious?

"I-I don't know Taehyung. I never had a baby before. What do you want to do? What will make you happy?"

"Me happy? I don't think anyone has ever asked me that before. Umm....it would make me happy if you picked out things for her together. We could design her room together too, that would make me happy." He said, smiling and looking into space.

"Okay then, let's do that. We will shop for her together, and I'll wait for you to decorate her room. However, for the first few months, I hope you know she will need to sleep in our room."

"In our bed?" He asked as his eyes widen.

"No, in her own, but we will need to have placed in our room, or I can move into her room with her which I am perf-"

"No! She can sleep in our room, that's fine." It was worth a shot.

"Okay, then." I wasn't really hungry anymore, so I got up from the table picking up my plate.

"You getting up already? You didn't eat much."

"I'm not that hungry." I wasn't.

"But you need to eat. You might not be hungry, but the baby is. You are probably bloated. I read that can happen during this trimester of your pregnancy. So please sit and finish your food."

Reluctantly I sat my ass back down and ate my food. I'm learning not to push his button. He might have apologized, but that doesn't me he had become sane. I can't put myself or child at risk.

"See, you finished it all. I think you were trying to get away from me. Does my presence make you uncomfortable?" Yes

"No, not at all. I think you are right. I was bloated. Thanks for reading up on my pregnancy its nice to see you are so involved." I said immediately reassuring him.

"Really? Am I doing good? You appreciate it?"  He asked eagerly

"Yes, you are doing good with reading, and I am thankful for that. I don't spend a lot of time reading up on my pregnancy, so it's good that you are. I'm learning from you."

"Of course! It's our baby, after all. I want her to be healthy, and I want to make sure you are well too. Make sure you let me know if you have any weird cravings. I will be happy to get it for you, whatever you are craving." Yeah right, like he really would.

I guess I better test him. "You would get me anything?" I asked

"Yes, if you are craving it, it means the baby wants it too. So both my angel, yes."

"Well, I have been craving creme brûlée from Silaoj for over two weeks now. However, it's an hour from here, and they don't deliver." I was being honest. Their creme brûlée was the best.

He got up from around the table. "Okay, I'll be back."

Wait, he was going there. "You are seriously going?"

"Why wouldn't I be? I'm really upset that you have my baby craving this for two weeks now, but I'll let it slide. I'm going to get it. I'll be back. You can leave the dishes. I'll clean them up when I get back." With that, he was out of the house.

I hadn't expected him to take me seriously or even go to get me what I wanted.

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A/N: apologies for errors. I will edit at a later date.