Our Secret | Taejin✔️

Confused

Jin's Pov:

My eyes flew open, was last night real? Is the thought that instantly makes it to my mind. The presence of someone else on my bed confirms that it did. Looking to my left, I realize it's none other than Taehyung. Our eyes connect, at first I see nothing but sadness in them, but then just as the sadness appears, it disappeared as he blinked.

I shift on the bed but wince in pain. In our years of sleeping together, we had never slept in the same bed. It just wasn't how things were. Why are doing such horrid thing to me was he here? I want him out, but I am so afraid to say anything to him. What if he hurts me again? I don't think my throat can take anymore choking. I might just die although I wonder if he wanted me to. I don't understand him at all. I can't believe I have been sleeping with this man to cure my sexual desire and addiction, while not knowing he's like this.

I feel his hand rub over the bruises on my bare chest, and I flinch. "We are going to need to put something on these." He said, leaning up to examine them more. I sunk myself further into the bed, my breath hitched.

"Please don't be afraid of me." He looks into my eyes, and I could have sworn I saw a hint of remorse in his eyes, but the fear I had of him now, made me confused. I didn't respond to him; I just continued looking at him; our silence stifling me as his eyes bore into mine.

Why was he doing this? What did I do wrong? Will he continue to do this? Were the thoughts that ran through my mind as I searched his eyes. Tears began to fall down the side of my face. He brought his lips to mines giving me a small peck.

"Where is your bathroom?" He said, sitting back up. I point towards the door connecting to my room. Still not saying a word.

He gets up out of bed and disappears into the bathroom. I let out a deep breath, one I didn't know I was holding until he was gone. I immediately here, water running. Is he taking a shower? I wondered as I looked towards the bathroom, confused.

He reappeared, standing in the doorway. "Come and take a bath Jin." WHAT, no, last night was enough I don't want a bath with him.

"I am okay, Taehyung. You can leave, I am fine." I said, hoping he would leave.

"Seokjin you are sore, I am sure. Now please listen. Come and take a bath so I can put something on your bruises before I leave....please." He sighs deeply with a cold expression on his face.

I guess I have no choice. I tried getting up, but my back hurts, so I fell back onto the bed. In a matter of seconds, he was by my side, picking me up and carrying me to the bathroom, placing me down in the warm water in the tub. Many places on my skin burn at the contact of the water, but I kept my cool. I just wanted him to go, but he didn't instead he grabbed my washcloth lathering it with soap and began washing me.

I just sat in the tub looking at in confusion, my mind going numb. I don't think I understand this type of behavior.

"Do you think you can stand to wash off properly?" He questions and I nodded my head immediately.

He looks at me, doubtfully, "okay, please do that. I am going to prepare something for you to eat. Call me when you are out of the tub so I can attend to your bruises." and with that, he left me in the tub with a frozen look on my face.

This isn't normal. He is not normal.