Love Me Bitterly Loath Me Sweetly

Chapter 44 *Tinted Hearts*

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It was a hindrances to kiss her. 'This shouldn't be happening!'

'Switch.'

'Damn it! He's here.' My left eye twitched involuntarily, as I covered with my left hand.

'Switch with me, will ya? And i will take care if our darling wife.'

'Go away.' My gaze on the white of the alter's floor, as I heard Inoue's worried voice. It ticked me, but it was not the case for him.

'FAKE CONCERN!'

'I. . . WANT. . .!'

'Damn it! I can't move my body. I rejected you so now you wanna get in my way and sabotage me.'

'MEET!'

'King, GET HIM OUT OF HERE!'

Panic folded into my head and migraine struck and colorful dots blurred my vision.

'MEET HER!'

As I closed my eyes, then opened them, I saw the annihilation of my inner world. My feet carried me from one blinding to another, as I tired to get away from the flood below me, as if someone had broken the dam. Standing on the highest peck in Karakura, I observed my surroundings, I couldn't find Hichigo anywhere and saw with ferocious speed the flood crushed everything, drowning, destroying and consuming everything in his path, next my eyes laid on the darker crying skies. It was raining already but today it added more in the disaster below.
The water grew faster and traveled faster now sunk the whole Karakura. The hope was lost, as it caught up to my standing position in mere second.
I tried to jump in an futile attempt to escape but my mouth let out a shudder of cold at the sudden impact with water, the current carried me in circle and I realized there was another strong Reishi coming from deep, deep below me, darker, sinister, alone, and cold. I squirt and tried to swim, then the silence grew to the size of it's flood, and my eyes came in content with the darkness. In the state of unknown I thought I was going to die, alone and suffocating, suddenly I was standing back at the alter.

I tried to breath, but the air was so thin, I realized my left hand was still above my left eye. Little by little my bones burned and my sanity fading more and more into the void. I opened my mouth like fish dying of thrust 'Help.' But I couldn't form the words out loud. The escape seemed far away. He was calling me, pulling me and he was emerging. I hated that part of me.

'Weakling.' I heard Hichigo at the back of my mind.

I thought my legs would give out any minute, the nausea overwhelmed me and I wanted to puke, a white ray of light suddenly flashed in my head, I caught a blurry figure who was taking photos standing few feet away from the alter. Soon, I kept my gaze on the floor again. The music in the background and conversations mixed together made me realize that something was off.

My lungs filled with water and I couldn't move the muscles in my body, drowning slowly, swimming towards me Hichigo, my instinct that hated Inoue, and below me stood, old Hichigo with a grim look, really pale skin and really, really thin than how I remembered him before. I saw him aiming his sword at me and who I thought was dead. The instincts that loved Inoue. At that moment it was getting unbearable for me to hold my breath any longer, and I gave in as. I cuffed as the water filled my lungs more and more, suddenly my head crushed and seemingly was going back through my memories - his memories began to flow into my mind in a tidal wave. A limitless gray of uncertain events - then there were some vivid collections and all included Inoue. My head was already spinning, but now it might just crank open. 'Is this how I die. Seeing her face.'