Piercing Fate (Completed) [R-18]

21 : Shaun Livingston

" I should have been more aggressive. I was a little passive. That was my fault as a point guard" - Shaun Livingston

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Pia

Tahimik siya ngunit alam kong sa kabila ng katahimikang iyon ay ang kakaibang gustong niyang iparating sa akin.

Ni hindi ko alam kung paano sisimulan ang pagtatapat sa kanya. It's just right that I tell him that we kissed.

" Bakit ka niya hinatid?" Tanong niya. His voice was rasped and dominating. Lasing siya kaya alam kong matinding pagpipigil ang ginagawa niya ngayon para hindi magpakita ng sobrang galit sa akin. His face was scenting me.

He cornered me. I am sandwiched between the door of my room and him.

Nakaligo na kami pareho ngunit heto't ganito ang nangyayari sa amin ngayon. And I hated the fact that I am not used to this kind of interrogation from him.

" He told me everything, Pierce" I told him.

Tumigil siya sa kanyang ginagawa at tumingin sa akin.

" And you met up with him without my consent. Where are my words on that matter Pia." He demanded.

" Because you wouldn't let me if I tell you." That was the truth. Hindi niya ako papayagan kung magpapaalam pa ako sa kanya.

" And that makes me what Pia? Natural lang na magselos ako. And that's precisely what your boyfriend is feeling as of the moment" He said. He is trying his best to speak without shouting.

" He kissed me" Kumuyom ang mga kamao niya. Hindi na ako nagulat ng malakas niyang masuntok yung gilid ko.

Ilang segundo lamang ang nakalipas ng marubdob niya akong hinalikan. His kisses were killing. Parusa ang kanyang halik.

" Magaling ba siyang humalik? Is he fucking good at kissing?" Tanong niya habang hinahalikan parin ako.

This is the first time I did this to him kaya sobra ang galit niya sa akin ngayon. Ramdam kong galit na galit siya dahil pulang pula ang kanyang mga mata.

He kissed me more. Ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko habang hinahalikan niya ako. Nagulat ako ng may maramdaman akong nababasa ang pisngi ko. He was crying while still kissing me.

" Nasasaktan ako Pia" His voice was croaked.

" Ang sakit pala" He whispered more. I wiped his tears.

" I'm sorry. Please forgive me" My voice was croaked. Ayoko yung ganito siya dahil kapag umiiyak si Pierce iba na ang nararamdaman ko.

I hugged him tight.

Paano ko ba ipaparamdam sa kanya na nagsisisi ako. Seeing him like this makes me curse at myself. Bakit ko ba kase hinayaang mangyari iyon sa amin ni Simon. I should have exerted more effort to stop him.

He needs to rest. Kapag lasing siya kadalasan tulog lang siya ngunit ngayon ay pinipilit talaga niyang huwag maidlip.

He wants to fix the relationship as much as I wanted to fix it.