Piercing Fate (Completed) [R-18]

9 : J.K. Rowling

"Saying it is impossible to live without failing at something is impossible. Unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all, in which case you have failed by default." - J.K. Rowling

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Pia

Nang matapos ang kanyang paghalik ay hinalikan naman niya ang aking kamay.

This relationship is killing me inside.

He breathed in before looking at me.

" Hindi mo na ba talaga ako matatanggap, Pia?" His voice then was croaked.

I looked at him.

" This love is madness, Pierce. Aminin man natin o hindi, hindi dapat ganito ang pag-ibig. Love will always be respect. Love must always be bounded with fidelity. Lahat ng iyon wala sa pag-ibig na meron tayo. Paano natin aayusin ang pag-ibig na nawala na kung ganon parin ang tingin mo sa pag-ibig Pierce." I asked him. He looked away. Alam niya ang ibig kong sabihin dahil lahat ng iyon ay nilabag niya.

" You fucking know the truth, Pia. The night I took you was not pure sex. It was fucking pure love" He even said.

" But you still took me by force, Pierce. Alam mong nag-oovulate ako non. I am vulnerable to pregnancy and yet you insisted" I spoke harshly at him.

" Because I fucking wanted you pregnant, Pia. That's my last shot and I took it. Pero putangina hindi ka nabuntis" He brutally said. Aaminin ko, hindi iyun yung unang beses na nagtalik kami pero iyung gabing iyon ang unang beses na ginalaw niya ako sa kabila ng pag-ayaw ko.

" And you call that love" Balik tanong ko sa kanya.

" Putangina oo, Pia. Never did I take you despite you not wanting it. You wanted that to happen. Your body responded to my every thrust, to my every touch. You wanted it as much as I wanted it. Takot akong mawala ka sa akin. Takot akong iwan mo ako. And I ought to make you pregnant" He said. I closed my eyes.

Hanggang ngayon, hindi niya parin maintindihan ang gusto kong maintindihan niya.

" Kung mahal mo ako. Kung sobra sobra mo akong mahal, hindi ka mag-uuwi ng babae sa condo mo upang galawin, Pierce. And you really made the best out of it by fucking my cousin, Pierce. Ano yun?" He combed his hair and looked at me.

" I never fucking know she was your fucking cousin, Pia." Damn that fucking answer, Pierce.

" This relationship is toxic Pierce. Kahit anong gawin nating pag-ayos nito ay mahirap ng gawin." I said. Aalis na sana ako ng hawakan niya ang kamay ko.

" I will make this relationship work again Pia. I will make you fucking fall in love with me more that leaving me will be damn not an option for you anymore" He stated calmly.

It felt like a threat to me.

" Tama na Pierce" I said. He smirked

" No " Malamig niyang wika sabay bitaw sa kamay ko.

Akala ko ay hahayaan na niya akong umalis ngunit nagulat na lamang ako ng biglaan niya akong hapitin sa bewang at siilin ng halik.

" I love you" Bulong niya bago niya nilagay ang kanyang kamay sa bewang ko para samahang umalis ng CR.

Magkasabay na kaming bumalik. A smirk was plastered in Savior's face. Pati sina Dean ay nakitaan ko na din ng ibang ngiti ng mapansin nilang magkasabay kaming bumalik. And worst, nasa bewang ko pa ang mga kamay niya.