Forgive Me (II)

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The second part to 'Forgive me'! We'll see if she will get forgiven, despite her huge mistake...

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(Y/N)'s POV

"Niall, can we talk? I'll do the dishes first."

He hesitated for a while, but nodded his head in agreement. I picked up the plates and washed the dishes, leaving him drumming on the table lightly.

After that, I returned and sat across him to ensure that he'll be listening to me. "Niall, you know what I'm going to talk about, right?"

Niall nodded his face, still not looking away from his hands. He must be really disappointed because of the incident yesterday. His eyes, that used to look so bright and beautiful, now looked dull, although they still looked beautiful to me. It kills me inside, knowing that I'm the cause of his sorrow. Oh my gosh, what a huge mistake have I done!

I thought for a while, thinking of the words to say. I planned to speak coherently, so that it's much easier for the both of us. "Niall, first of all, I'm really sorry about yesterday. I thought I could make it after going to the hospital, but even if I turn up at the date, you would've left because it's already too late. Also, I'm sorry, I know that you're hurt and disappointed in me. But you know I'll never do this to you intentionally. I never will, because I love you."

I could see the tears that he was trying to hold back. I couldn't bear to see him like this, and the best part is, I'm the one who made him feel that way. Guilt, resentment and sorrow began to take over me, once again.

He glanced over at me for a moment and then back to to his hands as his voice was barely audible, "I love you too... But why must you do this?"

"Niall, I'm sorry. I hate to be the one who hurt you like this. You know I'd never want to do that to you. I know this is all my fault, and I understand if you need more time to think whether you want to forgive me or not. But I need you to know, I'm really sorry and I'd never do this again."

It was then followed by a long silence. I looked at Niall's face. His face was unreadable, and his hands had stopped fidgeting. He never says a word. He is probably contemplating whether or not to forgive me. It must be a huge decision. I broke his heart. Unintentionally. But who cares whether it is intentional or unintentional? The thing is, I've hurt him. I've broken his precious heart.

"I should probably leave now. Maybe if you're alone, you can think better." I said in a rush, as I got up from my seat. This silence is killing me, and I'd better leave before the situation gets even worse and complicated.

Just as I was about to walk out, I felt a gentle grip on my wrist, followed by an unfaltering voice, "Stay, don't leave. I need you. Please don't leave me." His eyes were hopeful.

"I'm not leaving you. I'm just giving you some time to think, okay?" I gave him the assurance and smiled a little.

He released my hand and ruffled his hair, as he looks into my eyes, "(Y/N), I... I'm sorry too."

"No, it's not your fault. It's mine. So you don't have to apologise..." I hesitated for a while, "Does it mean you forgive me?"

He nodded slightly and smiled. "I forgive you, (Y/N)."

"Thank you love!" I quickly walked over to him, giving him a tight hug.

Once we pulled away, he positioned me so that I was sitting on his lap and his arms are wrapped around me. I'm extremely relieved that he forgave me.

I spoke up, looking up to him, "Anyway, to make up for yesterday, will you meet me there at 6 today? I'm just trying my best to mend this."

"(Y/N), are you asking me out on a date?" He chuckled as if it was the most ridiculous thing I've ever said.

"Kind of, why are you laughing so much?" I laughed a little. I don't understand this boy some times.

"No, it's just funny! I mean, shouldn't I be the one who does that?" He laughed even harder.

I thought to myself. Well, that's kind of true, isn't it?

"Shut up, just meet me there at 6 okay? And wear the best outfit you have in your closet." I ignored his laughter as I speak, although his laughter makes me want to laugh with him as well.

"Okay, okay. Anything for my princess."

"Ahem... Ahem..." We both looked at the door to find my Mum standing there.

"Good morning!" Niall and I both said in unison.

"Good morning love birds." She smiled genuinely. "Niall, I didn't know you were staying over?"

"Yeah sorry, I thought I wouldn't be. But I fell asleep while watching the television." Niall explained.

"Wait, no way... I remember that I slept on the couch?" I said, tilting my head slightly to look at him.

"Yeah, you did. A kind soul have carried you to your room so that you'll have a good sleep. That kind soul is really kind, huh?" He chuckled slightly.

"Wow, thank you. I wonder who that kind soul is. I wanna give that kind soul a little hug as a sign of appreciation." I said jokingly.

"Well, let that kind soul kiss you!" Niall gave a peck on my cheeks, making me blush.

"You guys forgot I'm here?" My Mum laughed, munching on a cookie on the way out, "Alright, I'll leave now. Your dad is waiting in the car. Goodbye!"

"Bye!" Niall and I said in unison, once again.

"(Y/N), it's just us two here!" He winked cheekily.

"Don't you think I don't know that?" I laughed.

"Okay, okay. I love you. You know that?"

"I love you. You know that?"

"I love you. I know you love me." Niall and I both said in unison. This is our thing. We thought of it when we were looking at the stars that time, and decided that it is our thing.

We giggled for a while, and then I felt his lips crashing against mine. The feeling of having his soft lips on mine is something undefinable.

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