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chapter 12

a/n: okay I'm just typing this because I was getting confused my self. They are in LA for 2 weeks and the two weeks started the day sarah and Calum arrived. So they've been in LA for 9 days so only 5 left. I'm going to start putting the day number before who's POV its in. Okay thanks for reading I love you guys ~s

Day- 9

Ashton

I didn't sleep much.

I felt like sarah had lied to me, something more had happened with griffin and I needed to figure it out.

Do I ask her?

Do I ask Kylie?

No, I needed to hear it from her.

Sarah rolled over and her eyes fluttered open looking at me.

"Morning" she said stretching her arms out.

"Something else happened with you and griffin, didn't it?" I said looking at her, trying to read her face.

"Fine" she sighed, she sat up and sat with her legs crossed.

"I can't lie to you, you mean too much to me. Griffin kissed me and tried to get me back together with him." She said. I looked away from her face onto the floor.

"But, I told him I was with you now and you make me way happier then he's ever made me and he had to move on because me and him were over." She said, I could feel her eyes staring at me but I couldn't bring my head up.

"I dont know how I feel about all this" I said. I pulled the blanket off of me and walked out of her room.

I needed to get out of here, I got into my car and just drove. Not knowing where I was going.

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Sarah

I watched Ashton walked out of the room and my heart broke in two.

I got up and dug through my bag looking for that one box, that one box.

I dug and dug ripping everything out of the bag and throwing the clothes on the floor.

Finally, I found the box. I walked into the bathroom sat on the floor setting the box next to me.

I let a sob out and I couldn't stop.

I cried so hard I couldn't breathe.

I opened the box and looked at the little, silver demons.

I took a razor out and examined it in front of me.

Don't do it sarah

Do it

Dont you dare

Come on, do it

Don't do it, you're 112 days clean

So? Who cares

Put them away

Don't, keep them out.

You're better then this

No you're really not.

I fought with my self in my mind.

I rolled up his boxers revealing my scar covered thigh.

I threw the blade back into the box, slammed it shut and threw it against the wall.