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Chapter 16

Day- 12

Sarah

I could barely even walk into the hospital and Calum helped me walk in and helped me sit down in the waiting room. 

I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them and watched calum. He went up to the desk and asked if they knew anything about the car crash victim ashton irwin.

The lady shook her head no and calum started raising voice and asked if she knew anyone who could tell us anything. The lady said she called someone and he looked back at me and I looked at the floor.

Reina sat the left of me and brooke sat next to her and kylie sat one chair away from me on my left side leaving a space for Calum. 

Aur and luke were sitting a little ways away because the other car crash victims family was there taking up the seats.

Michael was walking around talking to some doctors asking them if they knew anything about Ashton.

Calum walked over frustrated and sat down next to me. 

"they said someone would meet with us as soon as possible" he said running his fingers through his hair.

Micheal came over and sat on the floor in front of us because there were no more seats.

"I found a nurse that said he was in intensive care and we wouldnt be able to see him until later" Michael said.

Aur looked scared so Luke was holding her hand and they were making small talk. 

"Kylie?" I asked weakly.

"yeah?" she asked.

"can you come to the bathroom with me?" I asked. She shook her head and we stood up, Calum grabbed my arm and I assured him I would be right back. 

We walked to the bathroom which for some reason was in the back of the hospital. I pushed the door open and no one was in there. I went and looked at myself in the mirror and i looked awful, I was still in my pajamas which was sweatpants and one of ashtons shirts.

"are you okay?" kylie asked.  She was leaning against the wall near the door.

"I dont know" I said. 

"He's going to be okay" she assured me.

"theyre going to fix him and were going to get to see him"  She said. 

I tried to keep my hopes up the best I could. I dont know how hopeful you could be if you didnt know the person you love would be okay or not.

I walked into the stall and locked the door behind me. I looked at my scars, I ran my finger over the bumps and started to cry. If the only person thats keeping me strong is gone, what am i going to do?

We walked out of the bathroom and back to the waiting room. We sat in the waiting room and I didnt say a word, I just sat there like when we first came in. Hugging my knees and staring blankly before me.

"Do you want anything to eat sarah?" calum asked. 

I shook my head no. Aur stayed with me and the rest of them went to eat in the hospital cafeteria.

Calum hood

"Im going to bring her something" I said 

"she said she wasnt hungry" brooke said.

"I know but she hasnt eaten today and its 2 pm" I said.

I was scared for ashton and scared for sarah. This sucks, this whole thing sucks I hated seeing sarah upset like this and I hate not knowing if ashton is going to be okay.

We sat in the cafeteria  and ate in silence, I wasnt sure what to say to anyone. We've been in this hospital for 6 hours and they couldn't tell us anything about ashton. This is ridicoulous, I'm so close to raising hell in this place.

I brought sarah back one of those sandwhiches that are in a plastic container, it was like turkey and swiss or something.

She was still holding her knees to her chest and looking straight ahead. I sat down and handed her the sandwhich, she put her knees down and grabbed the sandwhich opening it in her lap.

She ate it but little by little. A nurse approached us looking at her clipboard and spoke, "Are you the people here for ashton irwin?" She asked. Sarah quickly put her sandwhich away fast and set it on her seat while she stood up in front of the nurse. 

"yeah, we are" she said.

"he's stable now and" she explained. Thats the only thing I understood, she talked a bunch of medical words and explained that his injuries were serious and he would have a long recovery.

"can i see him?" Sarah practically cut off the nurse.

"Immediate family only" the nurse instructed.

"I'm his girlfriend, I just waited 6 and a half hours for him and you're not going to let me see him"  she asked.

"I'm sorry but its only family" the nurse said.

"no, im seeing my boyfriend" she said.

The nurse stood there and put her hands up like she wasnt going to argue. She told sarah what room he was in and she ran to the room. We all followed after her to make sure she'd be okay, and to see ashton of course.

As soon as she saw him in the bed she started crying, she broke down and sat next to his bed in a chair and wept.

He was asleep and was just lying there breathing slowly and it was the most heartbreaking sight I had ever seen.

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Sarah

After about an hour i got some water and I stopped crying but seeing ashton in a bed all hurt and beaten broke my heart so bad i felt like i couldnt move.

It was around 6:30 pm and Calum decided that he would run out and get some food for us so we didnt have to eat hospital food. 

I stayed and held ashtons hand in the chair like i had been doing for hours.

Kylie went with Calum since they hadn't been alone together all day since this morning. Reina and michael left too, they went to go get board games and stuff so they would have something to do while they waited.

Aur and luke stayed with me while Brooke went to go meet up with jack at his house and hang out with him for a little bit.

I wasn't mad that they left or anything I understood, it wasnt their boyfriend laying in the hospital bed. I don't know if that makes me sound like an awful person or not but its the truth.

Thats all I really thought about while i sat in the chair with my head resting on part of the bed by ashtons arm while I held his hand.

I dont know what was going to happen to him or if he was going to be okay or not. I was hopeful, but honestly I'm scared hes going to leave me, and ill have nothing left.

a/n: again sorry its not edited i just wanted to update so ignore misspelled words or words that were supposed to be capitalized but werent. ily guys, i hope your enjoying the book thanks for reading -s