Sweet but Psycho (Lloyd x Reader)

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Y/n's POV

"What do you want?" I ask the ninja in an aggressive tone while holding the door open. I really don't have any words right now to describe how mad I am. Probably only that if looks could kill, they'd all be six feet underground by now. The green ninja looks afraid and the others look anxious. Hell they better be!

"W-we've..."the green ninja started, changing my deadly gaze to him. I don't think that's helping him, but I really don't give a flying fuck at the moment.

"We've come to see if you're alright." The white ninja finished for him. I roll my eyes and scowl.

"Yeah, I'm fine now obviously but I clearly wasn't then now was I?" I snap back. Jesus Y/n?! What's gotten into you? These six heroes risk their lives everyday to keep everyone safe and alive! At least they're taking the time of day to check up!

"R-right...of course you are..."the white ninja says quietly, embarrassed he even asked in the first place. Okay Y/n!! Calm down! They probably had bigger problems or didn't even get the alert! I sigh and breathe in and out to calm myself.

"I'm sorry for my behaviour right now. Would you like to come in?" I ask while stepping out of the doorway. They all look at each other conflicted on whether to accept my offer or not.

"Yes, we would. Thank you." The green ninja answered, his face lifted a little. They all walk in and I lead them to the living room to sit on the couch or if you're the lightning ninja the floor is a good spot too I guess.

"Would y'all like something to drink or eat?" I offer. They all nod their head no except the blue and black ninja.

"Do you have cake by any chance?" The earth ninja asks with hope in his eyes. I softly chuckle.

"Yes, we do." I reply cutting a slice for the black ninja. His eyes sparkle and locks onto the plate of cake I hand him.

"Thank you uh-ugh...?" He thanks me, a soft smile appears on my face.

"Y/n. Y/n L/n." I finish for him. I can tell they're all smiling under their masks. Before I ask what the blue ninja wants he gets up and looks through my kitchen for something to eat. He takes the box of Frosted Flakes from the pantry and eats it from the box. Honestly, I'm not mad. That's a whole fucking mood right there lightning ninja. A big ass mood my dude.

"Anyways, we came here to apologize for not helping you earlier..." the red one started. I nod my head.

"No, it's fine. I'm sure you guys were doing things that were more important." They all share confused and worried glances with each other. The green ninja stands up like he's about to start a "noitwasourfaultdontblameyourself" arguement.

"But it's not. You called for our help and we weren't there for you!" He exclaims while gesticulating his words. He walks a little closer, now I'm getting a little scared.

"No, really! I-I'm sure it won't happen again. Also I understand that you guys have bigger problems than one worthless, irrelevant, pointless life and situation..." I reply trying make my problems sound minor and unimportant.

"Is that really what you think of yourself?" The green ninja asks with concern in his eyes. My heart sinks like the titanic. I can't look into his eyes or I'll cry so I drop my gaze to the carpet.

That's how I've always thought of myself. That's how I think my dad thinks of me. I feel that the reason he killed mom and tried to kill me was because, I wasn't worth keeping. And today, when he tried to kill me first then tells me I'll become like him? Yeah, I feel so wanted and loved.