Sweet but Psycho (Lloyd x Reader)

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You know? These dreams are really starting to annoy me. Heh, they aren't even dreams anymore, more like nightmares. I was in that cold dark void of darkness again. I've gotten less and less afraid of this place the more I've been back. It's strange I know, but after a while it gets boring and you see the same things. I decided to just start walking. Maybe that'll make something show up...

I walk until the area started turning more grey. My eyes weren't closed this time, so now I get to see how I end up in the white void. It was less chilly and the gray was shimmering a little. It looked like tiny jewels were crushed up into pieces and mixed in with the walls. It was also a little eery. I've never seen this before, maybe this will be a little different? Everything has been the same except for one thing, and it's usually right when I wake up. But this time, it wasn't.

It felt like I've only been here for at least 20 minutes. Just walking in the same area, the same space for a while. It was almost never ending, like I was not supposed to see how I get to the white rooms. It was weird and I feel crazy just thinking about it, that part scares me.

Soon I started hearing a ticking. Not like a time bomb, but the tick tocking on a clock. I'm literally going insane and I'm not even 18 yet. My brain had the common sense to not want to go near the ticking, but my feet did the dumb thing where they decided to move in that direction. I hate it when my dreams do this to me...

The area around me became more light and less gray. It started turning more white actually, which is weird because I'm usually in one of the white rooms by now. This dream is definitely different...

Why is this dream so different from the rest? Is it because my father is actually trying to save me in his own twisted way? Am I about to get a hint on who the culprit that almost killed me is? Or is it the my life flashes before my eyes and I end up dead on the hospital bed? Maybe I've already gone insane...

While still walking at my slow constant pace, I noticed that the walls were becoming narrow. Almost like a hallway in school, but still completely white. This dream feels and looks like something straight out of a movie or book. It doesn't feel real, but at the same time it does. It's ludicrous!

The walls finally stopped narrowing to shape the hall. I swear to god if a little girl or serial killer is at the end of this hallway, I'm going to kill myself in this dream.

The hallway is more white now. Yeah, this definitely is not the usually place I end up in for my usual dreams. This is really weird and I'm scared about what will happen next.

As I walk closer, a door appears at the end of the hall. It was a white door which is probably why I couldn't see it. When I reached the door, I put my hand out to open it. This is the first time I've seen myself this whole time during the dream. And for some reason, there was blood on my hands. I wasn't too surprised by now, sometimes I would be running to the area with the 3 doors and see that I'm covered in blood even before walking through any of the doors. It's weird to say this, but I've gotten so used to it that I'm actually comfortable with it. It doesn't bother me anymore and if I'm dreaming without some blood on me, I get confused but then realize I got lucky that night. It's really weird.