Under the bleachers

You're worth even more

Katya
I checked the time and saw that it was 9:00pm so I hurriedly grabbed the charms I bought and headed to the school. As I passed I saw trixie playing on one of the guitars with all the others laid out, I stopped at the usual spot and listened to her guitar. Oh it was so beautiful but I couldn't hear what she was singing all I heard was "love is like a butterfly" so I opened my phone and under the lyrics of the song trixie sung two nights ago I wrote it down. I listened to trixie oaly the rest of the song and watched her put all the guitars back. Why didn't she take one? She always took her own guitar home. As soon as she was far enough away I rushed to the shed and grabbed the journal to read the note she left me.

Why did she think she wasn't worth it? She was completely worth buying those guitars. I'm not returning them. She is gonna keep them because she is worth it and I'm happy she at least understands that the charms are to be kept no matter what. I wrote my note to her

"I'm sorry what?! You're completely worth every penny spent! You're worth even more if you ask me. I think you are so amazing even without knowing you and I hope you understand that you are amazing if a stranger can fall in lov-

Wait wait wait. I don't love her do I? I can't. I've only met her once. But I would do anything for her. I got so excited when she texted me and all I want to do is talk to her even though we have only spoken once in person. I'm confused now. Do I love her. Maybe. I crossed out "can fall in lov" and continued writing

"Like me can be so mesmerized by you then obviously you've got something special. Please don't ever say you are not worth it. You are worth everything in this world. Okay on a less serious note I got you two new charms. I got you the princess charm because you should be treated like a princess and the Barbie charm because you are like a living doll I swear you are a Barbie brought to life! -Anonymous"

I put the journal away and put the two charms with it. I sat down leaning my back against the shed and pulled out my phone

Katya🖤: hey кукла I everything good now? I already started missing talking to you!

It took maybe 10 mins before trixie responded

Trixie💖🎀: Hey yes everything is good. And you miss me??
Katya🖤: yea. Yea I do. I'm not afraid to admit that. What are you doing right now?
Trixie💖🎀: Well I kind of missed you too. I'm walking home from guitar lessons.

I smiled a bit knowing she wasn't walking home from guitar lessons and that she lied. I wonder why though? It was kind of cute that she felt the need to lie about going and playing music in her own little spot under the bleachers.

Katya🖤: ooooh guitar. Are you a country gal🤠🤠
Trixie💖🎀: 😂 yea I guess I kind of am. I play mostly Dolly Parton but I wrote my own songs too.
Katya🖤: You'll have to play me one of your songs some time! I bet you are incredibleee.
Trixie💖🎀: I don't really like to play or sing in front of people but maybe.
Katya🖤: Oh come on. You are gonna play for me at some point! And I'll wait as long as I have to till then.
Trixie💖🎀: okay you tell yourself that. And I just got home and am safe... mom.
Katya🖤: oh you shut up! I was just making sure you were safe geez! Why can't I make sure the people I care about are okay??

Whoops. I just said I cared about trixie. We have only met once in person. Shit shit shit. But I wasn't lying I do care about her. So so much.

Trixie💖🎀: You care about me?? We've only met once.
Katya🖤: yes I do care about you even though we've only met once. You're too beautiful for me to let anything happen to you before I can see you again!
Trixie💖🎀: Oh so you wanna see me again? And think I'm beautiful?
Katya🖤: yep and yep
Trixie💖🎀: Okay when?
Katya🖤: I take it you wanna see me again too? Maybe tomorrow at lunch again or after you get off school.
Trixie💖🎀: I do wanna see you again. How about at lunch we can plan where we are gonna go after I get off school?
Katya🖤: Ah you're so smart. Mutual planning and I get to see you're gorgeous face for even longer! Perfect.
Trixie💖🎀: 😂Mutual planning
Katya🖤: what? Whats wrong with mutual planning😂.
Trixie💖🎀: nothing. Nothing at all. It just funny😂 so I'll see you tomorrow at lunch?
Katya🖤: you bet кукла! Now get some sleep!
Trixie💖🎀: yea yea mom! I'm going to bed right now. Good night😙
Katya🖤: night милашка 😘
Trixie💖🎀: you're gonna have to tell me what you're calling me! I won't search it up. I want you to tell me!
Katya🖤: I will at some point don't worry! Now go to sleep кукла!!!
Trixie💖🎀: okay I'm going to sleep chill!

I smiled and got up from the ground and headed to my bike. When I got home I laid in bed and smiled at the thought of seeing trixie again tomorrow.