Chapter 34

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A/N: Long ass chapter filled with a bunch of typos because I didn't edit :) Enjoy!

Carter

She was already crying and I had only said her name.

"I'm so sorry baby." I hissed as I tried to sit up.

"Honey, be careful." My mother stated harshly. She looked at me with disapproval, probably because I called Elijah baby. She didn't want me to call her at all.

I sighed heavily. "E, stop crying. I'm okay." I muttered softly into the phone.

My mom rolled her eyes.

I closed mine so I wouldn't see her dramatics, they were distracting me from Elijah.

"What..what happened?..I don't.. I'm so sorry. Are you..?" She choked on a sob and my chest did a weird tightening thing.

"Eli." I warned, not wanting her to panic. "Calm down, I'm okay sweetheart, I promise."

Her heavy breathing filtered in and out of my hearing.

"I was on my way back with the pills and I don't really remember what happened but the doctor said I was t-boned at an intersection," She started crying all over again.

I felt bad. I don't mean to stress her out more, I'm supposed to be doing the opposite of stressing her out. I don't know if there's a word for that but..

I heard my mom mumble something under her breath and I get that she's frustrated and scared but I don't get why she's acting this way.

Her attitude's been ugly since the second she found out I was at Eli's house. Which is odd because she never had a problem with me going to Jada's house.

See, she's distracting.

I pulled the phone away from my face. "Ma can you leave?" I asked simply and she looked at me like I was crazy.

"Excuse me?" She quizzed, giving me a chance to correct myself.

But I didn't. "Can you go?"

She was about to say something but I put the phone back to my ear and engaged back in my conversation with my girlfriend.

Eventually I heard the door close.

"Can I come see you?" Elijah's voice was low and raspy, and I wondered if it was like that because of crying or something else.

My head pounded suddenly and I took a deep breath before responding. The dull ache never actually going away.

"Only immediate family is allowed in as of now, but they're going to move me upstairs tomorrow I believe, you can come then."

She got quiet for a long time and I gave her time to process.

"How bad...?" She trailed off.

"Um, I bruised a few ribs. I got stitches on the back of my left arm. And I have a bruise on the top of my forehead which is evidence of head trauma but the doctor said I don't have any bleeding or increase of intracranial pressure which is good. Plus I'm awake which is a good sign, they're keeping me here for a couple days though."

She took multiple deep breaths.

"Are you..are you okay? Like..how do you feel?"

"Umm," I hummed. "I'm okay, it just hurts. Everything hurts." I laughed lightly but even that hurt so I stopped.

"I'm so sorry Carter." Her voice cracked and I knew she was about to cry again.

Everything already hurt, including my heart. I can't handle much more of her crying.

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