All I wanted,
was someone who wouldn't leave.
But instead,
you played me.
And I was too stupid
to see through it.
I wish I didn't care,
that I didn't give a damn.
But when I look at you...
my whole world seems to brighten up.
It sickens me.
Whispers surround me-
with scenes of memories.
I scream,
I collapse and cry.
I want to die.
How I hate you.
How I loathe you!
I want nothing more than to look
you in the eye-
so you can see how much
pain I'm in.
I can't take anymore,
I'm losing my mind.
What were you even trying to prove?
This isn't funny.
I'm drowning in the
sea of lies.
Now I know,
that there will be no one to save me.
I'll close my eyes.
Listen to all the
pounding thoughts.
It saddens me to think
that you could ever do such a thing.
To think I ever saw any good in you.
I never expected anything.
I never even meant
for you to know!
It hurts more now than
it ever did before.
I want to disappear.
Though I know everything will
be okay-
I can't help but cry.
I need to move on,
forget about you and the
game you played.
I don't know your part of
the story.
I probably never will.
It doesn't matter though.
I'm already shattered in too many pieces.
