This light...
it grows fainter and fainter.
It's just dim enough for me
to see my breath.
The darkness is so welcoming.
Embrassing me in eternal
blindness.
I can barely hear the voices...
calling me back.
I bite my lip-
Do I want to go?
I think of you,
and smile softly.
Maybe tomorrow you'll realize.
I'm willing to take that chance.
I blink-
once,
twice,
and then all the voices
come rushing back.
I'm no longer in darkness-
I stayed-
only by one tiny chance.
Because of you.
Please...
realize soon my feelings towards you.
The voices...
they're so loud-
annoying-
constantly nagging.
And the light...
it's so bright.
I don't belong-
not here.
How long will it take?-
for you to realize...
Maybe if I get the answer
I'm looking for-
I'll feel like I belong...
apart of your world
just this once.
But I'll hide for now-
think this all over-
gather the little courage I have.
The darkness...
it's calling me back...
I must hurry-
there's not much time left.
I have to tell you-
somehow get it through...
this jealousy-
this possessiveness-
it's not me.
I want it to go away.
It eats me alive-
it's so hard to control myself...
The voices-
they're getting quieter.
Something's wrong...
I don't want to go back-
not yet.
Save me...
catch me before I fall.
End this war of
dark and light.
Give me some hope-
in the hallway,
look me in the eye...
walk past me one more time...
Let me remember why I stayed.