I thought today was actually
going to be okay.
I've made a fool of myself,
more than once this morning.
But I have to move past those.
However,
when I'm standing there like
an idiot,
very much staring as you walk past-
am I not worth the time
to glance at?
For heavens sake!
Do I not exist?
Just this morning...
our eyes met-
it gave me a little hope.
Do you have to erase it so quickly?
Stop pissing me off.
Can't I have one okay day?
To be somewhat normal
for once?
Dear God.
Could it be anymore
obvious that you don't care?
Grow up.
Leave me alone.
