Time...
it feels like I'm running out.
I'm alone,
and it's dark.
I don't think it's worth waking up.
This dream...
I hate it.
It's stupid really...
I got my chance...
and I threw it away...
The dream ends.
My happy place is gone now.
The darkness is no longer comforting.
I can't bear to say your namre-
for fear of crying...
It's painful...
watching you...
it wasn't much of a surprise when you fell in love again.
But somewhere indside...I knew...
It doesn't stop me from hurting any less.
A snoflake-
one in many...
that's what you remind me of.
You walk with your head down,
so reserved,
so calm...
unknowingly beautiful...
untouched...
A snowflake-
you're the only one I want.
But I'm silent...
afraid of what you'll say.
I don't dare to speak...
so scared you'll look at me like the others.
Just another perosn.
Just a girl.
No one important.
I watch the snow fall quietly
from my window sill.
My eyes close-
I shake my head,
letting a small self mocking laugh escape my lips.
