My Biggest Fear

Chapter 35

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Erick's P.O.V

I knew something was up. I had the gut feelings and trust me, always trust that gut feeling.

I called her multiple times to ask if she was okay but there wasn't any answer. The phone didn't even ring, it was just...beep beep beep.

How could I be so stupid?

Why didn't I check to see if she was okay?

I just got so caught up with the boys that I didn't even realize that she could be missing.

Now she's gone and it's all my fault because if I didn't get upset and left then she wouldn't go to work since she's supposed to be on sick leave for at least two  weeks.

I couldn't forgive myself if anything happens to her.

I can't seem to live without her. It's just the way she is. Just by seeing her smile give me the courage to go on. She's different from all the other girls. She's kind, sweet, unique, she's beautiful.

I can't go a day without thinking about her. She's the first thing I think about when I wake in the mornings and she's the last thing I think about when I go the sleep at nights.

When I'm around her, I can be me. I can share things with her, different opinions and views.

I feel when we're together it could be forever and ever. She's like the ocean to my shore and I want to give her comfort ever more. She's the only one I need, she's like the the oxygen I breathe.

I think about her every moment every day of my life. She's on my mind all the times.

She's just Maria, I think about her her her her.

I would forget her if I could but I can't let yet for so many reasons.

How could a girl be so perfect? She's perfect in my eyes.

I never in my life met anyone that can be compared to her.

Damn she's so perfect. But yet still she hides herself from me, she holds back her feelings. I hope she knows that I won't hurt her.

We're different but at the same time so alike. We both have pain and a miserable past that we both need to talk about. I've been thinking so long what I want to do, thinking about what I want to do with my life. I want every moment with Maria to be memorable. I understand that for her to trust me, I must trust her and that's what I tend to do.

I want her here, close to me so I can tell her all the things I've been longing to say. I want to tell her how I feel about her.

Ughh! what is she doing to me?

I want her to be okay Oh God  I pray she's okay.

I love all her perfect imperfections. I want to start over, I want her to be my end and beginning. I like being around her, I smile when I'm around her. Her beautiful smile is what I can't get enough of. The way she looks when she's happy, the way she looks when she's upset, I love everything about her.

I love even the smallest things that she doesn't even realize about herself. She's amazing in so many ways and she doesn't even know it.

Everything feels complete with her. I enjoyed our first kiss together. The way her soft lips felt on mine, it felt so right. The way she's smells. I care for her so much.

I didn't just like her, it was more than that. It was and intense feeling. It was a feeling that I only feel with Maria, only her. It was more than just kissing her, it was more than just being around her, it was more than just liking her.

Its the feeling when you know that you love someone and this is what love feels like.

I never thought that I could be in love. I never imagined it and I didn't want myself to feel this way. I couldn't stop the feeling either way.

You don't choose to love someone or choose who you want to love, it just happens.

I am in love with her, I'm in love with Maria.

This is real.

I love her.

I love Maria.