Although I still loved her I tried my best to reconnect with her every time we met,
So one day I ran up to her with a huge smile,
And hugged her.
But she didn’t hug me back…
“What’s wrong baby” I asked
“OH nothing I’m just tired, haven’t been myself lately”
“Haven’t been myself”?
Fact is, this is not a lie…
But a sign that is given to someone,
A sign that tells you that you no longer in love with the same person anymore,
“Haven’t been myself lately” simply means he/she has changed,
And you either need to be careful or move on…
Some of us might argue that it’s not always a sign,
But believe me if that particular person claims that they love you
They would tell you when they are experiencing faults in life
Not to look at you in the eyes
And say “I haven’t been myself lately”
We then decided to take a walk instead of chilling at the park where we first kissed,
Just to clear the air.
We loved that park a lot,
It reminded us of how we met,
And the promises we made to each other.
While walking we would talk for a few minutes,
And then she’d be quiet.
I don’t ever feel like we vibin’
Cause every time we alone it’s an awkward silence -Tyga
I hated that…
Who are you thinking about while you with me?
Who do you see when you look at me?
And when I touch you? Whose touch are you feeling?
And when I kiss you? Who’s breath are you feeling? _f.p
Ever felt like someone is doing you a favour for coming to see you or to spend time with you?
Like you’re forcing them to be there?
That’s the worst feeling ever.
And you can’t say nothing to them at the moment,
Because you can’t handle to watch them leave,
And they feel nothing when they walk away…
And while some of us get consumed by pride,
And never ask our partners what’s wrong,
Or why they are acting in a certain way.
We keep quiet,
And play “if he/she doesn’t talk first, I won’t talk as well” game
Which will end in “never hearing from each other again” we all know that.
Date someone who will sit down with you and say “let’s fix this’’
Instead of ignoring you. Don’t waste your time raising adults. _s.o.j
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THE LOST LETTER
Poetry"The lost letter" (continuation of I am not to blame) book Written to show the issues that some teenagers fight On a daily basis, divorced parents, losing a parent Depression, and loneliness In a form of a letter.It's written to let them know That...