but after all of that pleasure,
The letter was still stuck in my head.
After cuddling I told her to get up so we can go take a shower
We went to my mom’s shower and there it was the letter that ruined my day and probably my life
But I ignored it
While in the shower we kissed and I kissed her from behind as she put her hands on the doors of the shower…
After showering we went to get dressed,
And we decided to watched a movie
She was so happy and I was there thinking about my own things,
I couldn’t even hear her when she was talking.
All I remember was hearing her say,
“Accompany me home since your mind is somewhere else”
Without saying a word, I got up and opened the door.
“Really now? You letting me go just like that, what’s going on with you?”
Nothing babe I’m okay I thought you just wanted to leave…
“No, but you know what its fine I’ll leave on my own”
And she banged the door and left,
I honestly didn’t care about how she was feeling I knew for a fact it wasn’t close to what I was feeling.
What I needed now was for my mom to tell me about the cancer she has.
And so I waited, for her to get back from work
Young or old
We all deserve answers
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At this point all I could think of was my mom
Whether she will live tomorrow, or see another day
Every moment with her matters
Sadly my girlfriend wouldn’t understand how I feel
Even if I tell her what’s going on she would want me to keep a positive mind
And know that it will soon be over
By over, does she mean when my mom is dead?
Because I know for sure she won’t heal
Even if she could, I doubt she can afford the operation…
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THE LOST LETTER
Poetry"The lost letter" (continuation of I am not to blame) book Written to show the issues that some teenagers fight On a daily basis, divorced parents, losing a parent Depression, and loneliness In a form of a letter.It's written to let them know That...