THE LOST LETTER

Letters

A letter to my lover
I’m in pain,
You showed me happiness when no one else would
You loved me and made me whole when I was broken
You gave me a second chance at this love thing
But I’m broken, I’m suffering
Sometimes I wish I’d go away far from this world
And face this pain I’m feeling
You tried a lot of times to make me forget it
But as soon as you leave my side
It haunts me, it’s breathing on my neck
I’m sorry to say that I don’t want to hurt you
Because I can’t show the love I have for you
Because this pain is preventing me from showing it
You know I love you
I know you love me
And as I wrote this I was in tears
Not because of this pain
But because I have to leave you when you were the one thing
I’ve been longing for my whole life
And I have to let you go
And deal with myself
I have to leave
I’ll be watching you from above
With a smile
I love you    _f.p

Lost in the maze
Of your own thinking
That’s because you chased
The love they were faking
   
_A.suavè

The sleepless one
You’re stuck in my mind
I can’t believe we mean nothing to each other anymore
I was the only person you talked to about your problems
How didn’t I see this coming?
You can see when your lover
Is not happy
It’s like it’s programmed in you
You made it your mission to know their
Happy face
Sad face
And that
“I’m tired face”
How can I forget you?
When you came with that hope when I needed it
At the right time
And the right place
I asked you what’s wrong
You had two choices
-fake a smile
-or tell me the truth
You did neither of those
You cried
I hugged you to let you know that you’re safe
But you never did the same for me…
                                              ♠Unloved. Misfit

There are two types of pains
One that hurts you
And one that changes you
                                    -curiano

She be spending hours
Listening to music
She wishes she can relate to
_A.suavè

To my sativa
We all try when you go bye
We all high
Truth is I’m never home
And I’m cold
If that’s where the heart lies
Then label be as heartless
It’s not that I don’t care
I just learned to use my heart less
Gained sanity and lost stress
You put me in a state where it just started taking a toll on me
Kept the secrets you told me
Kept emotions that I would hold beneath
And I always smoked an L
So I know defeat
You said everything will feel much better soon as you knew…
I left…
Now I write letters
To let you know what my heartfelt
                      -Cactus J.

Move on
Saw the pics
I see they fit the description
And I ain’t the one you often
Missin’
_A.suavè

Loved you so much
Called it young love
Promised you a lot of stuff
Had emotional nights
You fucken meant a lot to me
                            ♠Unloved. Misfit