THE LOST LETTER

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When it got dark outside & we had to go home,
I wanted to see how she’d say goodbye to me,
And for the first time…
She just took out her phone, checked the time and said
“Oh it’s getting late let me head home, bye”
And she left…
Just like that?
No hug,
No kiss,
Nothing?

And when you leave,
Just know you leaving me broken
With no heart, because I gave it to you
                                                       _f.p
When I got home,
My mom was sleeping, the house was too quiet, as if it knew that silence was all I needed.
I went straight to my room and when I kept on checking if she is online,
That’s when I realised that I was obsessed with HER.
I kept on posting messages that where directed to her,
Hoping she would see them.

And she did, but still did not reply or comment on them…

I went to sleep with a broken heart that night,
How can the girl that showed me the light
Do something like that,
This is just too much for me, and why me?

Days went by without us talking to each other,
At school we would pass each other.

And the sad part was that we had no friends, but pride…

When I looked at her she would have earphones in
And reading a book
I acted like I didn’t care

But deep down I was crying so hard
I wish you could see me and hug me
                                                         _f.p

I believe that pride is the reason why some relationships end.
If two people are not matured enough to put their pride aside,
And talk about their issues and solve them, there will be no way forward.
Even if a third person tells both of them to talk to each other,
As long as they don’t swallow their pride or cough it out.
The love, the feelings will just fade eventually,
And they’ll go from being close like siblings…
To being strangers.

I didn’t want that to happen, I loved this girl with everything I had, and I will fight for her
So I called her late at night.