Mend A Broken Heart

Ｃｈａｐｔｅｒ 𝟣 𝟫

I was feeling heavy the very first time I opened my eyes. Ang sama ng pakiramdam ko, nakahiga lang ako habang naka tingala sa kisame pero parang umiiikot ang buong kwarto. Akala ko ay tuoy-tuloy na ang pag buti nang pakiramdam ko matapos makapag pahinga ng maayos at maka inom nang gamot na binili ni Kennedy kagabi.

Speaking of...malaki ang utang na loob ko sa lalaking yon.

Hindi lang isang beses na tinulungan nya ako. Without a notice, he became a friend to me. This may sound bullshit but sometimes I'd wish that my boyfriend was the one whose doing those things with me, the one that rides with my attitude, the one that understands me, and the one that takes care of me and comforts me.

Hey, I'm not saying that I don't want Kennedy's presence and doing. I'm actually thankful to have him. That someone besides Agatha can be friends with me.

It's just so sad to think that some men can do those things to me but my boyfriend doesn't. Ayoko namang isipin nya na ang arte ko at hindi maka intindi na busy sya.

Maybe he's just not used that we both attended in the same school, na mas sanay sya na nag kikita lang kami five times a month.

I let out a deep sigh before I turn my gaze beside me, were my digital alarm clock was placed above my nightstand started to make noise. Nanghihinang inabot ko iyon and turn it off in an instant before I decided to get off from that bed. Mas maaga pa ako ngising kesa sa alarm ko.

As I sat at the edge of my queen sized bed, I wore my fluffy flip-flops and gain myself to stand up. kamuntikan pa akong ma out balance but I manage to get myself back. Agad kong tinungo ang restroom nitong kwarto ko at di sadyang napatingin sa repleksyon ko sa malaking salamin dito sa banyo. Ang pansin ang matangos kong ilong na ngayo'y namumula, even my downturned eyes. I continue to scan my self at the mirror a little more only to notice that I loose weight, my fair complexion turns pale, mapapansin mo agad ito sa manipis kong labi. I even have a fucking eyebags!!!

Damn I look like a stressed ghost. pag nag suot siguro ako ng bistidang puti at tumambay sa ilalim ng napupunding poste magtatakbuhan lahat ng taong dadaan.

I just shook my head and started to do my morning rituals. I just took a fast hot shower and fix myself after.

Today I decided na pumasok na dahil masyado na akong huli said klase. di na akong nag effort pang gumawa ng excuse letter since marami namang ganon si Aga.

I did my simple make-up just to look alive and wore a white high waist jeans and a Earth toned turtle neck shirt, sinuot ko rin Ang paborito kong hoop earrings at layered necklace to compliment my plain shirt. hinayaan ko Lang na kusang matuyo AG basa ang hanggang balikat kong buhok at bumaba na para mag luto ng almusal.

I headed to the kitchen and open the fridge to find something that I can eat for this morning. I squatted ng makita ko ang isang transparent na toperware sa ikalawang level at may naka lagay pang yellow sticky note sa may lid nito. I grab it saka ipinatong muna sa may kitchen counter before I close the door and make myself some coffee.

while waiting for my coffee, napadako Ang tingin ko sa note at kinuha iyon sa pag kakadikit.

Morning Sam, tinirhan kita ng niluto ko kagabi para di na hassle sayo mag luto said umaga. eat well —your poging buttler ;)

Hindi ko namalayang naka ngiti na pala ako habang binabasa ang sulat nya, at the same time excited na rin dahil sa aroz caldo nya kagabi.

Agad ko iyong binuksan at ngiting-ngiti ako nang makitang may toppings ulit yon na fried garlic at nilagang itlog!

I popped it in the microwave and wait, when both of of my coffee and caldo are done I instantly dig in.

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