Mend A Broken Heart

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Sorry for my very late update, but here is it. Enjoy :•)

I woke up...confused.

I don't know, but every time I think about it makes my stomach feel funny. Makes my palms sweat and then makes me start feeling uneasy whenever I'm close...to Him.

I know I just freshly came out from my almost three years relationship. And this makes it even worse, I shouldn't be feeling this way.

For Pete's sake, It's not even a few months had passed since I and Troy broke up!

At first, I tried to deny it and just shake this feeling off.

I mean who would have thought that I could be easily attached to a person? He made it really hard for me too when all that he was showing was kindness, generosity, and being a damn gentleman. We easily clicked with each other, I hate it when he easily comforts me, I hate it when he easily makes me laugh.

At this point, I don't even know how to look at him anymore. Because every time that he acts like he normally does with me, It gives me unintentional meaning that maybe...just maybe...he likes me.

What the heck!

This is messed up. I fucking messed up!

It all started that night. When my cousins decided to do a sleepover at Grandy's beach mansion. Tandang-tanda ko pa kung pano nila kami tuksuhin ni Cyphrian...ni Ken. Yep, you read it right it's all about the guy named Kennedy Cyphrian Abes.

The one and only Ken Abes that unfortunately I caught feelings with.

I shrieked out of frustration. Buti nalang at ako lang mag isa sa condo ko ngayon. Meres, Rebel, Chanson, and Patzer had to run their personal errands every weekends. After that night at Grandy's when I started to realize some things. Hindi ko dapat maramdaman to eh, this feels so wrong.

But the moment when our eyes met as we were facing each other, with only the slow bonfire between us, that's when my heart starts to beat uncontrollably fast and almost take my breath away.

Alam kong madalas nya akong biruin tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay patungkol sa pagkaka gusto nya "kuno" sa akin. But knowing him? He's always playful at alam kong walang malisya sa kanya iyon. Pero pano naman ako?

I'm starting to fall...hard.

and I know I should not let this feeling continue. Not only for my sake but also for him. Matagal nya nang binibiro sa akin ang mga banat nya. Even though I'm still with Trojan at that time, he's always been that. And he knows I'm with someone else at the time, he respects it and only makes me laugh when I'm down, and somehow, iyon ang paraan nya para mapatawa ako minsan. I never give malice about it at that time, but now...it started to get into me.

I started to pace back and forth in my mini living room when I suddenly heard my phone notification ring on the coffee table. I pause for a second and take a peek at it.

It was a message from him!

Nag mamadali akong umupo at kinuha ang phone ko upang basahin ang mensahe nya. But then again I realized something that made me stop for a while. Why do I have to be excited now to receive a message from him?

This is bad.

This is really bad.

What the heck!

I just long-pressed to read his message without actually opening it and it says...

Hi, nag luto ako ngayon. Naka kain ka na?

I tightly shut my eyes and looked up as I puff a large amount of air into my chest. Lord, why would this man be like this...