Hate

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I really hate that man
I really hated him

Him who was always first
Him who was always best

Then there I was

Always second
Always forgotten

He never looked at me
Didn't even know my name

I worked harder to catch up

It was all so he would face me
Acknowledge me

Before I knew it
My eyes were following him

Turn around
Look over here
Look at me

But then, due to circumstances,
You were forced to know me

No, no, no
I didn't want you to look at me like that

Hate
I still hated him

But I hate myself more for being unable to make you face me

I hate you
I hated everything about you

So why do I crave you?

I hate him
I love him

What do you call this kind of feeling?

Am I going to cling to this man, crying?
Begging on my knees?

How I absolutely hate you

Though I love you so so much

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