Flowers Of Love And Tears

Don't Deserve You

I watched you from afar as you danced with someone else.
I felt my heart ache and my head a jumbled mess.
I wanted to touch you, to hug you, to kiss you while we danced.
But I can't come close with feelings you won't understand.

She laughed and giggled at something he said.
I should be the one making her laugh and smile.
She danced and twirled glistening in red.
I should be the one making her happy, not sad.

I knew I loved you, and you love me too.
I knew I wanted you, but I don't deserve you.
I walked close to you, before I even knew.
I asked you to dance, you smiled and grabbed my hand.

I didn't mean to hurt you, I wanted to say,
While you hugged my neck, and I held your waist.
You smile at me just for a little while.
It urged me to talk, while waltzing on the tiles.

I wanted to talk, I knew she knew it too.
She rested her head on my chest, as I was about to.
My heart beated rapidly, I knew she can hear it.
I stopped thinking for a while, and just cherished the moment.

This unexplainable feeling, I don't know how to start.
It just felt like it was tearing me apart.
I want her and I love her with all of my heart,
For the rest of my life, she will have my heart.

Just for tonight, I want to be everything for her.
I just want to hold her and keep her.
So in the dreams I have tonight,
I can kiss her and hold her tight.

You are too amazing for me,
I can't match to your shining light.
I don't deserve to be your knight.
I won't be the wrong to your right.

But as I held you wrapped so tight,
I kept thinking I should earn your right.
I hope you will wait for that time to come by,
I hope I will make it to you on time.