Shattered Thoughts

Poem: Quit

Quit

By- Citizen_of_hell

I can't think straight 

I wanted a clean slate.

All the drugs and alcohol had finally gotten to me

But those nasty voices just won't let me be.

I resist but not for long

I know it's wrong

But I'm not strong.

I feel like I'm dying.

I can't stop crying.

The tears flow like rain

Because all I could feel was that chest pain.

You said you would help me

But you igored my plea.

I gave you my all

But you just made me your doll.

Those gunshots sound like rainfall

But you just watch me bawl

So I go back to the alcohol.

I drown in it...

I want to quit.

But it calls to my scattered mind

And I know it won't be kind.

I'm in too deep.

There's no way out.

These drugs aren't cheap.

I wish I was in doubt.

I want to quit.

But I cant.

I can't think straight 

I wanted a clean slate.

But this stuff messed me up in the head

And now I'm dead.

Little did I know that these thrills

Are something that kills.

Alcohol and drugs are what I fell prey to

I didn't have a clue.

I hope you do.

Don't listen to your mind

It just makes you blind.

Your heart is what speaks the most

Listen to it boast.

Don't become a ghost.